Bless - Stay (Freestyle) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

HOOK: SAMPLE
Stay x3

VERSE: BLESS
Let me paint a picture of my pain for the world to see
Too much rain in the world for me, too many reigns
If I don’t care, I’m an a-hole, but if I do, I’m too sensitive, so no rings
Fear won’t change at all
Back when I was a kid, I was Baptist, Christian, whatever
Now I’m backwards, I only care less for the better
My reaction to you isn’t love, so I can’t stay
I need space; I promise there’s no time to waste
What a way to go out; a peacemaker that can’t make peace with himself
No crutches, never needing the help of others
So I’m reluctant when it comes to speaking to people
It’s easy; they’ll either spew hate with evil intentions or need me
While I don’t want either
Whether I can or I can’t, no need to stay

HOOK: SAMPLE
Stay x3

VERSE: BLESS
I don’t want you to speak on my behalf, I can speak for myself
Why do I go searching for people in need of my help?
Believe it or not, I’m bright but you made me dark
One of the many kids that ended up losing his heart
You see, all they left me is a microphone
But with Angel, it just doesn’t matter if the mic is on
If it doesn’t work, girls stop and press play
Everyone would tell me to have faith, so I would stay
Like a fool in my younger days, now my image is confused with my younger days
If I was shot and you had a gun would you shoot?
I don’t mean to sound bitter, but I’d do more for you
God, if you’re as real as they say you are
Why did you even bother putting Angel and I together
She hates what I’m becoming, but do I care enough?
Or have I had enough of wondering if I should stay

HOOK: SAMPLE
Stay x3

VERSE: BLESS
Look how the mighty have fallen
I wonder if I can recover from this fight, am I stalling?
Take a trip through the mind of a narcoleptic recalling the missing link
I never thought being unsupportive would hit home, but wait
It’s always family, isn’t it? Or who you call family from birth
Love is non-existent; I’m distant enough to write letters to y’all
But we live in the same house; so we all stay
Everything is not about y’all; I won’t even waste time with this fight
Y’all aren’t worth losing my voice
My dying wish is that I get as far away as possible at all costs
A mixture of ego and pride formed me, but I’m missing both
Which is what most don’t see, please listen close
The thrill is gone, and so is the love
Whatever friends I had, relations bite dust, right
Flip this, anyway you want and it’ll be the same
Thank God for Pawlicki & Berry
But speaking of God let me speak to you for a second
Supposedly, he’ll be a voice of reason if you let him
So, are you real or am I tripping?
Every book isn’t true, and bibles are no different
If it really isn’t y’all giving life, are we living lies?
The reason some people throw salt, but do I care if they despise me?
What do I care about? Living a full life
As if you ever had doubt
The who, and the where, and the how
I’ve been burned and beat up, I’ve been stabbed; I’m about to go crazy
You’re wearing me out with these other suckers that continue tearing us down
So I’m asking if I speak on vanity
Rather than spill my heart and soul on tracks that have damaged me
Will you take advantage?
My standards are low, but I’ll set the bar high
Name a man that’ll go this far to put his life on the line, but, for what?
Every song doesn’t need multis in a verse
As depressed as I am as a person, there’s change drawing near, is it worth it?
Is it working? Does it have purpose?
I can see it now, pain spilling to the surface
If you haven’t noticed, the demons are lurking
I’m searching for hope in a world full of urchins
Hopeless yet, this hopelessness gives strength be better
Don’t elope just yet
I’m too focused to leave myself open
In fact to be openly honest, I hope you’re a threat
I can prove to myself that I’m at my best
To the future I go, to murk my past
I can’t stay