Adverse - Monster [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook x4]
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window

[Verse 1: Adverse]
They say the only thing to fear is fear itself
I glance in the mirror with new reasons to fear myself
They said I need help, and that much is obvious
But i can't seem to find what I have a problem with
Anxiety that pulls me from sleep at night
Pull my blinds back, to stay out of the creature's sights
Getting twice as hard to live and just exist...
I swear last night i almost put incisions in my wrist
I'm different then these kids that wanna party n drink
I poke holes in my vessle to see how far i can sink
My armor is kinked, I can't be the hero anymore...
Because no one can bare to see their hero on the floor
Only one that can stop me, and those are my intentions
These last couple years i've been close to that objective
They say that the eyes are the windows to the soul
The monsters been inside of me and i didn't even know

[Hook x2]

[Verse 2: MC IL]
Why should I feel for you when I can't feel myself
How could you let me face this without any help
Your trademark ways slash my back like a belt
I screamed In agony while you slipped away to be stealth
Now its mr solo again, not a fuck to lend
But a fuck to spend the question is when
No one is around, just a bunch of fake friends
Only my real friends cared to differ from the trend
But I'm still worried about unleashing from the trenches
My soul is wretched, never blessed, and never even restin
Feelin the tension of a life meant to be exed in
Feeling y'all curse my name and tryna have me hexed in
Walkin around thinkin of my monsterous ways
Exerting pain to a heart like a hundred bad dates
Feeling like I'm strange like Aaron Yates
But do creatures doin wrong for right still enter the gate?

[Hook x3]

[Bridge: Adverse]
Monsters, peeking their heads through open blinds
Looking for a chance to destroy us
Only problem is, they're on the inside
Influencing all of our choices
Eating us alive, provoking us to evil
A threat until now was unknown to the people
They checked the closet, under your bed
In the dark, but the whole time they were in your head

[Hook x4]