Antinonymous (KSL) - Suicide [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die

[Verse 1]
Man, fuck this shit all the god damn time
Manifest this shit through my life
Lookin' up at the sky
Wonderin' "Why?"
Why am I not allowed to die?
I ain't becomin' no god damn spy

[Chorus]
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die

[Verse 2]
Reminiscin' all the god damn time
Man, get the fuck out my life
Wonderin' when I can pull out the .45
You tell me you love me
Get the fuck out my life
I highkey despise
I wanna gouge out my eyes
No, I'm not gonna revise
This shit will not end up a tie
I don't care if I fuckin' die

[Chorus]
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die

[Verse 3]
Fuck, I highkey wanna die
No, I'm not gonna tell you why
It's too hard to do that shit, on my life
I'm the one that wants to die
But would never go through with anything, no lie
Sayin' this shit is fye
I mean, I can see why
But you ain't gotta say nothin'
It's alright
I ain't gonna go after you, aight
Man, you see a sight
And you wanna take flight
Was I right?
Nah, but for real man it's life
So many people have died
I've lost 7 of mine
See a girl, she's fine
Man, I wanna dine
But she pull out the 9
It's a fuckin' homicide
I thought I knew this girl
But did I?
Nein
It's fine
I'll bounce back in a matter of time
We're all made of matter
But some people just wanna see you fuckin' splatter
Tip over the ladder
Man, I think I'm gettin' sadder
Or madder, fuck man I don't know
Just wanna take a girl to the show
I hope none of these fuckers get parole

[Chorus]
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die

[Verse 4]
Okay no, this shit is not alright
Some people pretend it's fine
Losin' legends over fights
Man, fuck it
I'm gettin' off this ride
I ain't gonna let this shit happen in front of my eyes
Mad at me, why?
Go ahead and take my life
I'll be up there in paradise
Lookin' down at you sufferin'
Flyin' high
Takin' care of my vroski's hind
It's too late, you can't rewind
I died
Do you mind?
You did the crime
And now you're doin' the time
Wanna repent?
Get in line
Jesus died on the cross for all of this?
Man, are you really takin' the piss?
Throwin' fists over this shit
Man, I should break your fuckin' wrist
You dimwit
Flyin' in the night sky
I died and now you wanna die, why?
Just because I'm not there with you physically
Doesn't mean I'm not there with you mentally
Lookin' back at my history
I'm sorry for all this misery

[Outro]
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die
Suicide on my mind
And I know why
Man, I wanna fuckin' die