Chop - Flawed [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook]
I wanna be so perfect but I'm flawed, Nothin is for sure
Bending over backwards, in hope I'm loved by all
Tryna prove somethin buyin stuff I can't afford
Finding out I'm only human is so muthaf.... hard

On Me, I Swear y'all it's hard on me
Damn every flaw I see
All this weight on my brain
Can I Be everything?
Cause everything is all on me

[Verse 1]
So many people countin' on my suc-cess
Situated, Like I didn't take enough steps
How many years? how many upsets
My Lord, can I get a symbol in this drum set
Only 23, feelin like a failure
Sometimes I wonder, What exactly am I scared of?
Remember days when We used to share a real love
Now I rap because I'm doing what my peers want
Pen to the paper, I can't write a thing
Expressing all of this emotion is too frightening
Another weakness, displayed, for all these eyes to see
I don't deserve the love, that's just the guy in me
Do I Dare to be a rebel to society?
Or was this bull that they taught us, the lies I need?
Tryna keep faith, at the same time, escape
What's Nirvana, when there's Somethin in the Way, mmhm

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
Surprised that you see in me what I don't see myself
I rather keep it all inside, before I'm seeking help
Afraid to speak this hell, I rather keep-in shells
It's hard when you don't know exactly how to be yourself
But you saw my good side and my positives
I ran the game, let you smile a bit
Can I pass through the wall that I finally hit?
You deserve so much better than what I can give
These damn flaws ruin my relationships
Got a dollar and a crazy dream to make it with
Way too immature, way too jaded and
Way too withdrawed, I'm tryna make these ends
I can't be yours, there's way too many broads
And I got many flaws, and I ain't worth the cause
Tryna keep faith, at the same time, escape?
What's Nirvana, when there's Somethin in the Way

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
I just want to feel accepted, when I'm far off
I need someone to say I'm perfect, when I'm all wrong
So I bite my tongue, waitin til that urge gone
I ain't speechless, it's just these words bond
And im the prisoner, waitin in this lonely room
With so much up on his mind, if you only knew
I learned to smile, rather than battle this coldly truth
23, but im hurtin like I'm 42
Would you love me if I failed? If I wasn't shit?
I tried to give you all, but you ain't get enough of it?
Would you take me serious or would you wanna flip?
I wonder if I didn't give, who would jump ship?
Gave my all, when I ain't have the brain to keep sane
Don't needa thang, Just keep my name in a deep place
Tryna keep faith, at the same time, escape
What's Nirvana, should I learn from Kurt Cobain?