Cisco - Dope Spoons [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Cisco]
During the day I still have big dreams
I'm jealous of no one because nothing is what it seems
Life can be taken away with gravity and a rope
But that's not my solution because I still have hope
Inherited depression by my biological father
And that's a personal story so I'm not going to bother
Many stories, but when I fall I get up and live longer
So I'm grateful that pain is just making me stronger
Sometimes I think it's bad to be so thoughtful
"Ayy mane, is there something wrong?" Nah, foo
I understand that I stand under the ground
So my state of mind is not to ever feel down
So I put music in my ears and start to daydream
Just dreams that is, and since I'm tired of many things
I need some sleep and fix the broken dreams
Because I can't fix the promises that she couldn't keep
Everybody got reasons to be exactly the way they are
Learn from mistakes and get reminded by scars
I'm just trying to see changes without being blind
I'm just frustrated because there's guidance I need to find
Strong will into becoming a man
But the tough part is doing without having a plan
There's people around, but it feels like you're alone
Trying to be prince charming, but father is gone
So I'm the king without a throne, now call baritone
And tell him that all kinds of rappers are full of his swag
Tell him that snapback's back but not hip-hop
Dropped college instead of a bomb
But I'll drop this tape as a kill off
Hate keeps me strong and fear keeps me safe
Feelings that I create, but I just can't erase
And I'm aware you're not my fam, but I hope you relate
I'll feel like hypocrite when I try to pray
I say have faith, but don't fall into temptation
Pockets not fat at all, but life is precious
I'm always being patient, I'm at a local hospital
Hurt me again, I try not to make that possible
Forget the chronicles, they just talk about chronic
Always cannabis, just became such a boring topic
Mind became sonic and it's time to run it
Heart became stone-cold, always stunning
Mind running to find a purpose, it's unknown
Felt low and got told to hit some bowls
But I'm not in the kitchen
Yet there's pot in the swishers
Got beef for the bitches
Serial killers find it delicious
And I got a vision
An impossible mission, as I cruise I listen
And there's a point that they're missing
So I guess that makes them losers and I got big dreams
I'm never pressing snooze, stay up by any means..

[Hook x2]
I'll make my own way, create my own path
Walking and will still stand in the aftermath
I got ambition, I wish I don't lose hope soon
I got an addiction and it's not dope spoons