DJay Kennedy - Lexapro Pt. 2 [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1:
Remember a time back when I was sober
Back when all my clothes didn't have an odor
Back when I had my own supply didn't put in any orders
But you see the weed wasn't my only need
Prescription pills to this day I still conceive
Momma kicked me out the house told me just leave
Forgot my piece but cut my pill took another piece
Took the bottle and I squeezed then proceeded to blow trees
All this drug shit I swear man it got me on my knees
I tried to quit so many times wanted to restart
But I swear this shit not only in my mind it's in my heart
That's why I rap about what I don't smoke
You can leave once but you'll always come back
OG off crack my life takes the impact
Come from a family of addicts drugs all up in our attics
Hear the conflicts arguing about who got the next hit
Who on the next line who got the new shit who's last to decline
Thought that was my destiny should I give it try
Then I did reach the sky then fall asleep and cry
Tell me bout that shit and I can already tell your lives a lie
Wanted to just fly off to my own world find my own girl
God of the pearl used to a slow flow like Earl
Assigned Lexapro help with my depression
Little did I know it became my greatest obsession
Cousin killed in front of me PTSD therapy sessions
All my life I now I realize the pill my greatest weapon
Used to kill off a relapse shit got me stressin
I should be able to relax without worrying bout what i'm missing
They try to get me to smoke, try to get me drink
Take one toke don't choke now I can't even think
When your a drug abuser you take the hardest fall
All my pills going fast I got no time to ball
Now i'm in the bathroom stall trying to throw up my Adderall

Verse 2:
I can't even take it man can't even take it
Fuck sobriety just want to break it cuz I can't make it
My notoriety what got my momma shaken
Scared imma be back on them street blocks
She heard I always carried the best rocks
The thought was tempting she considered buying
How could I sell to my own blood that shits despising
I move to the suburbs drug users are even worse
Spitting a bunch of drug slurs while she trembling in her purse
Went to school high half the day I can't believe it
Lotta kids saying fuck is wrong with me gotta leave it
But how can I leave it if i'm already attached to the demon
I'm scheming thinking of a better reason
Flow harder than cement when i'm rapping with my regent
RIP to him tho cuz he long gone
Or maybe these pills got me rapping the wrong song
I try to spit bars about my real life stories
But at Mary's I swear I really show my Achilles
If I was as strong as Hercules would I be rapping bout these
Fuck the police you can call people like me Hospital thieves
Leave my enemies deceased go to jail soon released
Gangs rule everything especially the streets
But then again that's what my uncle taught me
Yet when they ask about my backstory I say no not me
Damn man them drugs was astounding
Blazed out with my homies got the perfect bonding
The real ones that know me think about it how's it sounding
Yet they don't know that in these tablets i'm drowning
Tripping hard shooting baskets in lucid dreams
Need some love hand me cupid's vaccines