Front Porch Step - Run Away [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I know that i crack in this. but i feel like shit right now, and this is the state of mind i wrote this song in. so i wanted to sing it while i felt like shit. enjoy...
I know you left me long ago but ive been longing since you left
To fill this empty space that you created on this lonely bed
And i know its not my fault but im the one thats getting hurt
You sit upon your whoreish throne, while i drown in shit i dont deserve
You left your t shirt in my room it used to smell like your perfume
I choked up when it was burning but i blamed it on the fumes
And my pulse goes off the charts when i can see you on the streets
You know you ripped my life apart but you won't get whats left of me
So i will runaway, and get out of this town, in hope ill never see your face
And ill take back my heart, and rid my life of you, so that my life can finally start
Im so done with feeling numb, so ive been pissing in the breeze
No matter how much these girls come, they never miss the chance to leave
And i swear you rule my mind, but how i wish you never left
And now i miss you all the time, and i just eat myself to death
You left your t shirt in my room it used to smell like your perfume
I choked up when it was burning but i blamed it on the fumes
And i will run so far away, maybe ill run until i die
But if my journey ends with that at least we'll both be satisfied
I saw the beauty in your oak, so i ate the apple from your tree
I thought i had you for myself. how many shared your fruit with me?