Sitting on the bench alone, staring into the pond
The wind blows, me and the voices in my head bond
They the only ones to understand, only ones to respond
Im way to advanced for my generation
If i drown myself right now, will i evade the temptation?
To selling my soul to the devil, i hate being on the different level
I hate not feeling normal, flashing lights, weird sounds, is this paranormal?
Fuck i must be an alien, genius mind inside of my cranium
So why do i feel the need to get high?, i need to go back to my home within the sky
I live like i know heavens above the clouds, im looking around, the devils hiding inside of the crowds
Thats the reason why im trying to break through, cause evil can be in every action we do
Your talking like i asked for your opinion, i never asked you, so fuck you
Please be quiet, i need to focus, im trying to plan a silent riot
Whenever you see a guy fawkes mask, you start to get nervous
If you need violence to enforce your ideas, your ideas are worthless
I wonder how you would act, if you didn't have the power
I could state facts for over an hour
But i ain't gonna bore you, the truth is what i have for you, but more to, the point
Im just trying to become a rapper, im not perfect, i say this while rolling a joint
A glass of gin, tattoos on my skin, thats 3 sins, im never gonna win
Help get my mind free, the eyes are the key to the soul, so if you sell your soul, they control everything that youll see
Thats deep, talk is cheap, you say all these promises that youll never keep
I promise to be the best youve ever seen, know exactly what i mean
When you listen to these lyrics, oh another kendrick lamar beat
I release my thoughts within this instrumental, my memories won't delete
I stay awake during 3am, i dont need this sleep
I need all the energy that is given off when the body is most weak
Thats why i stay prepared, i dont want anyone to care, i keep my distance
Within my appearance, i can conceal
I never told, my brother, sisters, mother or father, exactly how i feel
You say im cold hearted
I say im just trying to become an artist
An how can i do that if noone will relate?
A better place to live is what im trying to create
We live in a world where you need experience to gain experience
Money to get money, but im inexperienced and im broke
So whos gonna take advice from the words ive ever spoke
If you won't listen, then at least read the lyrics i wrote
I showed you the ropes, thats why youve got marks around your throat
Cause i hate how you act so greedily, like everything comes to you so easily
How stupid was i trying to live a life so peacefully?
When im surrounded by anger
Everyone around me must think fake love is the answer
But i feel the vibes
I feed off them to write these rhymes
I could make this wine from your blood
The same way i turn evil to good
On this track, im not claiming to be a king or a god
I always come through, even when im against all the odds
Ive earned everything ive got, so its time to forget
I believe no other rapper is a threat
If you like me, then you like me, thats cool
Im not gonna be another sheep following all of the rules
Early in the morning, i just hit snooze
I really dont care, i need to take a day off
I got plenty of time to rise to the top
Be sure of that, im not gonna drop, down to my knees
Back to the bench, back to the cold breeze
Back in the town, i hated
Ive waited and waited
All the time that ive wasted, i just want to quit
How the fuck am i meant to make it?
When i dont get out what i put in
A new day, the world still spins
No wonder this place drives me insane
The same shit just happens over and over again
