Jayy Starr - I Need A Moment [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Jayy Starr]

Sitting here, with this pen and pad avoiding Karma
Hoping I die a legend not a person with dishonor
Wish I had a little more respect for my momma
But it's hard when you're neglected and placed in between drama
I ain't pointing fingers I assume responsibility
I can be a b**** I understand if you're an enemy
But I swear I love you if sincerely you're a friend of me
Y'all there for me more than m************ that are kin to me
F*** you if you judge me, you don't know my story
Heaven's fallen angel, mine eyes have seen the glory
Who can I run to when everybody's suffering
Critics with they opinions, f*** it I've had enough of them
Wanted to give up at times sorry I'm being honest s***
Tired of being sold pipe dreams and broken promises
Told me I was talented and it was my time to shine
But wouldn't lend a helping hand unless I showed 'em dollar signs
So I took matters into my own hands
F*** your ulterior motives I got my own plans
I ain't falling for no gimmicks like them other suckers
Never been perfect, but I'm real than a m***********
Everybody gotta struggle and mine ain't different kid
I ain't nobody special, but s*** you listening
Had people try and tell me that I would get far
Went from sleeping in a car to everybody's favorite star
So called friends plotting behind my back remain nameless
Now they say they miss me cause I seem a little famous
Trying hard to hang out cause they see a better me
Asking can I introduce 'em to a few celebrities
I just laugh it off cause I knew this day would come
Never giving in cause homie I'm not dumb
Had the perfect lover, but I had to go and f*** it up
Oh well, s*** happens, took my deuce and chucked it up
Plus I got a new piece and a whole bunch of groupies
Exhale my pain, eyes lower than Snoopy's
My agenda: get money, blow kush and do me
People that think they know me gone hate to see the new me
I contemplate life thinking is this it
If I left the Earth tomorrow would I be missed?
F*** tryna fit in with these miserable misfits
Industry full of egotistical halfwits with limp d****
Tryna f*** you, but ain't got stamina
Thinking they can get by, but homie I'm no amateur
Shorty think she solid as a rock well I'mma damage her
Ain't making no moves, maybe I should manage ya'
Rule number one is don't believe ya' own hype
Gotta stay humble you can lose it overnight
Keep a level head and everything will be alright
And if you in my way you better be ready to fight
I don't trust many cause most be faking
I'll give my own life just to see my n***** make it
Ain't that what we aiming for? So why be selfish
I swear it hurts my soul to see my grandmother helpless
Strongest woman I've ever known
That's why I fight so f***** hard to be on
But they don't get that
That's why it's me against the world like Pac say
Mass genocide to anybody tryna stop Jayy
Middle finger to those who oppose
Mighty like the Congo River the way I flow
And I ain't plan on stopping anytime soon
Cause my watch broke
And you a fool and after this you think I'm not dope
But I ain't tryna win you over
Had to get this off my chest while I'm still sober
Getting it like a winner cause patience is for beginners
I don't care if I never get rich as long as I'm remembered