Jenna - Monologue. (The Truth) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

What I Need To Say..
It almost feels like a joke cause people will come close and then turn around and believe what those idiots and bullies and liars and fake people had to say.. I was thinking "wow, some people are so obnoxious and vindictive, like "for what" too.. I didn't mistreat them either, I don't get what their trying to prove. They used their words like bullets, like a sword, like a bomb, so hurtful and harmful. They never stopped either. I remember the way they looked at me, so bitter and harsh. They were cold with no hearts. They were addicted to creating made-up stories and they love to spread lies, it went around like wildfire
They were making me feel so weak and I don't understand why I put up with it for so long, The hardest part is.. The burning is still breaking me down. The saddest part of it all is.. They still share false information
Everybody just left me out in the rain, Everybody ran over my heart, Everybody tore my fragile feelings up, Everybody went against me, They looked at me in disgust. They looked at me in disbelief. I never understood it. At All..
They dodged me, they deceived me, it was ongoing and endless pain and it still is
I guess they didn't like the idea of wanting to rise the game by supporting, protecting and loving each other. They completely did the opposite. It hurts and changes my views. I'm on a journey to find who I am now cause they twisted me up. I was brought down cause people thought shutting me off wasn't gonna set me off...
I couldn't control the actions that they were making
I couldn't step up the way that I wanted to, their was just too many of them to stand up to. At the end of the day, they will think whatever they want
Its unfair and unappealing. Really though because I couldn't speak for myself and now I feel like I should..
Only I know..
The Truth