Jimmy The Third - Should Be/Soliloquy [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

First off I love myself and I strive for wealth
Plethora of dead presidents before this candle melt
My downfalls are my highest points leading to high achievements
Transitioning to people that had no issue leaving
Until I was on my worst behavior and I was careless
One of my teachers told me I was gon' live off a hairnet
McDonalds, taking me as a clown like I'm really Ronald
How long all this shit gone happen 'til? I ponder
Chasing human beings just for some conversation
Learning experience, loving and some elevation
If someone cares for you but they just so toxic
Should I even hesitate even rocking?
Even though they was there, they would believe some concoctions
Soliloquies 'til I knock in this bed that I'm boxed in
Misunderstandings - why am I even standing?
I'm just looking for myself in somebody else but they so candid
You could be in my Snaps
Twitter account pass, I don't know about that
Less of a title, what we got here is special
A text out the blue just to say that I missed you
And I used to roam by myself at recess
Before I even knew the definition of racist
It's not hard to please me, I'm not uneasy
Intimidating at times but you got to see me
For my actions and the small shit that I put my thoughts in
This generosity is gon' land me in some coffins
I swear I don't think about it that much anymore
Can't really blame someone for not reciprocating, what you offered for?
I hope I'm never ever ever a chore
This homebody mulatto just be getting bored
Always thinking about y'all, don't ever call me conceited
If anything, y'all the motherfuckers that's fake cheesing
I would drop names but that's so last season
I ain't gon' act on something if I ain't got no reason
Silence is my favorite saying, compliments my light skin
Had to walk through the dark hall to let the light in
I'm fighting, Ali mentality when I'm on my feet
Ain't no person that prevails and stings like me
A specialty
Sort of like the bond that we shared before you walked out on me
Luckily, for your senses, I am not petty
I don't hold shit, I drop it and find where I really should be