JMC - Disguise [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(Hook)
I want everything that lies
Behind your beautiful disguise
Tonight.. Tonight.. Tonight..
(2x)

(Verse 1) - (JMC)
About me there's too much that i keep hidden
Music hitting me where it hurts
Thought i was representing
OSAY no wait, I'm Not, I got
Too much on my plate to finish my whole fucking dinner off
It's a hard decision, that's incisioned my brain
Left my visions behind, redesigned my whole description
And now i shall mention that i still love em
The group that brought me where I am, an now i'm gone what's gonna
Happen next as the story moves on
I feel so tore up about this i teared up writing this song
I do not wanna leave, these are my family at heart
But what is best for the artist that sometimes you gotta abort
I swear this is by far the deepest song i've ever written
I'll support them till the world ends if i'm even forgiven
But guys i still wanna keep a very strong connection
DeV & I are parting, making moves to get our recognition

(Hook)

(Verse 2) - (JMC)
For those who don't understand, cause i wear my mask
As a disguise that covers my eyes yeah
This choice i've decided
Has punctured my rhyming
But now i am rising, intellectually climbing
The responsibility i've been
Facing with music & situations
Made me uncomfortable & worry about my life, It's Crazy
Horrible choices left to be made an
This is all i got left
So i gotta keep my head up & keep making progress
I don't know whether to regret or feel good
I left my family in rap, the respect within our brotherhood
GONE, an it's a heartbreaker
My feelings could stretch an acre
Wait the issue is not me, why do i suffer anger
My minds lost out in the ocean
So much time & devotion
The notion, that i was going to the top but in slow motion
Just wasn't enough commotion
Communication & hoping
That work would ever get done
I'm not discriminating i'm stating
That i gotta move on!

(Pre-Hook)
You look so perfect in disguise
I know you're broken up inside
Tonight...
(Hook)