Judicious - Depression [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Judicious]
My suicidal ideation
Has got me puking crying, dying aching
And my throat waiting for my next do or die idea of my creation
Breakin my trachea after I tripped on a rake on a stake out
Ordered it take out, then proceeded to make out with this bitch
Then I raped her fuckin brains out
Can’t stop feelin depressed, I’m too stressed
Unless I ingest some cess, that feels the best
But I can’t get the rest of this shit off my chest
Guess I’m not blessed enough to clean this mess up
Don’t repress any I let it out, could give a fuck less
Quinny you ain't in pain you're a soldier
Why do I feel like so much fuckin weight on my shoulders
Like a dump truck loaded with boulders the older I get my heart grows colder
I've cried so many god damn tears over the years it's over
Drank so many solo beers fuck my peers who can't maintain sober
Drained the brain of sane thoughts in with the insane
Thousands of thoughts in my head, some I’m caught up I dread
I’m prayin I don’t get the ones sayin get dropped and be dead
Do it to yourself
Fuckin fuck fuckin fuck fuck Kill Me