KG - Nobody Knows [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

If I die today, tell me would it all be worth it ?
Was my life purposeful or was it all really just worthless
Can't lie, suicide been on my mind
Like everyday I ain't feeling alive
Opened up a bottle and just take that dive
My sorrows right behind me with every stride
This shit sound depressing don't it?
Yeah
This is how I'm feeling lately
Grey skies right over head, rain pouring all over my bed
They say how you make your bed is how you lay your head but I don't make my bed i just lay in my bed
Thoughts circling like a vulture
Emotions exploding cause i done held it on too long I don't really speak on a lot of shit that's going on
Most times I just rather be alone
Most times i don't feel like picking up the phone
And I just saying this shit cause it rhyme, really just speaking my mind
Really how I feel inside
Losing my balance , every step seems hard like I'm walking on a callus
Such a maverick individual no Dallas
And on my worst enemy I'd never wish malice
The other night mini hit me on Skype, like 'yo kev, you enjoying life, how does it feel to be 22'
Told me that he ain't really happy and I was like yeah me too
And I could feel his pain understood what he was saying
Cause i was going through the same predicament
Middle of the crowd yet I feel distant
I don't feel alive I'm just here existing
Wishing I could get the whole world to listen
Listen, I'm so depressed that's honest
Really I'm so stressed, that's honest
Been working on this tape since August
Losing it, lost and looking for the light in this darkness
Let me stop before this shit gets awkward

I drink a lot on the low but don't nobody know
I think a lot on the low but don't nobody know
Cloudy days in my life but nobody knows