Kid Advay - My Life [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro:]
Yeah yeah, Yeah
Carolina creatives, Carolina's finest
We out here, imagine
Yea, it ain't all good
Never, but check it

[Verse 1:]
Let me paint this picture
For you so you all can
See it, swimmin' in these waters
But I'm drowning in my seas
My boat crashed these last months
I'm sittin' cryin' please
On my hand and knees, asking god for a plead
Steady feelin' pain, my mind lost I'm payin' costs
So that I can feel a change, no change
Feelin' a bit deranged
People wanna hit my line only cause I got a name
But I'm A keep on shinin'
Lames critics they steady tripin', they fall behind em'
Blogs turning me down but I'm Imma over ride em'
Lord of the sad lonely, only think about it
This be my life, neck to the knife
Quick slit drip in my eyes, only red that I'm seeing
Is when I survive,yea my life

[Hook:] x2
This is my life
This is my life
This is my life
My life, my life

[Verse 2:]
Will I ever see the light, Maybe I don't know
Imagining life, what it's like And how It go
Ghost to the land, the land at which I walk apon
Niggas be hatin', they steady sayin'
To get lost, I been Lost
I Don't know who I am, at this current moment
I don't really care who I am
Last week ignoring messages and calls
From the fam like, come on Kid
I'm trynna get better on how I feel
But in the end all that really matters is gettin' filmed
To be on TV, sell records, and be dope
But it's hard when a emotions steady Holdin' remotes
Control me and they sayin' that they miss the Old me
Oh please, god let me find a Way
Trynna rap and imagine hope to see the dream
My life

[Hook:] x2
This is my life
This is my life
This is my life
My life, my life

[Verse 3:]
I wanna live way beyond longer
Chasing a dream the great hunt
Feelin the hunger
Happiness is what lacken apon my daily thunder
I bring rain, let it rain apon the beat that's under
The sun shine on the other side
That lay apon em'
Like, Will I ever see day
Lost in all the dark, dark gripping my face
You see me ? You see me ?, You see me
I know that you hearin' this
Life ain't look to bright when I started this music bis
The fam and the friends tell'n me just to stop and quit
I can't quit, written poetry be my medicine
My life ain't never been the same
Ever since I picked the
Pen to a Nigga pain
My life, my life, my life