LiL sMiRk - Relapse [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I'm finally clean thank god cause cause I was on the brink of destruction not knowing what to do with the instructions given but sometimes I wanna just say screw it and give in for awhile I was living in the fast lane till reality hit me like a brick I was sick of what i was going through wanting something new being chewed up and spit out by all these punk ass lables putting all the money on the table thinking its gonna change me but shit ain't shit gonna change this strange kid I'm just gonna get ahead of the game a lil bit and just slit my wrist and end this bullshit

-SMIRK