[Verse 1:]
It's been 3 months since I heard you last
But don't worry, cause I ain't stuck in the past
I'm here for the now, and hopefully that suits ya
I'm not even looking back, back to the future
I don't need a delorean to fix this friendship
But I need you, so help me mend this
Have you forgotten that I'm nothing but forgiving, it's called the present cause it's a gift worth living
I'll be right here and I'll rap to you
I could still say I love you, but not I like I used to
I think back to certain things and reminisce, our spider man kiss, stuff like that I still miss
Too many rocky roads, and none of em good, unlike the ice cream, but I assumed we could
I'm not tryna dwell, just showing you my hell
From lovers to strangers, weren't much to discover
I'm a closed off person, but I opened the door for you, I guess I just bit off, more than I could chew
Cause you slammed it in my face, I had nothing to show for it, but my first kiss, and a bunch of heart ache
Please understand why I'm writing, our relationship weren't built in a day, but it damn sure crumbled in one
I was dazed - you left me to roam, we was doomed to fail, at least until I call PA a home
[Hook:]
This just, doesn't, make any, sense, to me
I wish, you'd just, message, me, back please
Now you, treat me, like I'm just, a stranger, too you
How'd I, prove to, you that, that's, not true
I want, to let, you know, how, I feel
You don't, under, stand how, bye, felt
This type, of thing, doesn't, right, itself
That's why, I'll sit, right here to, write, this down
[Verse 2:]
I'd try talking but you gave me the cold shoulder, you made me bipolar, I used to feel colder
I'm an eskimo that moves boulders, so move over, I'll keep my composure, I'm wise and now I'm older
You had my soul and now it's over, back over the ocean, the ups and down start like a roller coaster
Global warming like the scientists told ya, you burnt me like a toaster, I'm careful so I don't get scald-AAHHHH!
Just kidding I'm a soldier, so I got my hand on my holster, but a knife in my back, and now we're strangers
You stabbed me in the gut too like I'm Liv Tyler, you know this is a horror, the scary type of genre
But we're not in october, you couldn't of hit me any lower, you were my fiona and I was your ogre
We was so good together, even though the odds were stacked against me, I would still never fold ya
If you were dice, I wouldn't of rolled ya, you was perfect, already gold, didn't have to mould ya
I thought this was chosen, by God, but now it's torn and broken, and now, I'm even going loco
All the locomotion, of this locomotive, is causing a commotion, damn my locomotor
I loved you, and I always told ya, all that's missing was luck, I just needed a four leaf clover
[Hook:]
This just, doesn't, make any, sense, to me
I wish, you'd just, message, me, back please
Now you, treat me, like I'm just, a stranger, too you
How'd I, prove to, you that, that's, not true
I want, to let, you know, how, I feel
You don't, under, stand how, bye, felt
This type, of thing, doesn't, right, itself
That's why, I'll sit, right here to, write, this down
[Verse 3:]
Last time we spoke, it was an hour we had
We skyped on your birthday, both smiling and glad
But a few days pass and things turnt sour and bad
I don't regret a single moment of what we both had
You taught me a thing or two, love cannot be pursued, if it's right, then it'll surely come back to you
And without you I'd probably still be kissless
But damn, things were certainly a lot different at christmas
Weren't even sure if we were friends back then
But in a months time, I'll be back in the states again
So I wanna be buddies but I don't mean bds
Just wanna be normal friends, so that we can avoid the stress
Been wishing on eleven-eleven each night, you put me through a lot of strife, but I still want you apart of my life
Everyone's gonna hurt me, but I need someone who's worth the hurting, you were, but you know, it just weren't working
I hope we can be friends, and this song makes amends
Things can be different, but I don't want it to end
It's all changed and I've learnt to adapt, with all the crap
And now I don't have to hide under my hat
My hearts got some cracks, scarred but in tact, and in fact, it took quite the impact
I hope this had an impact on you, I just wanna chat, so please, just message me back
