Lil_Ramsic - Today I Cried [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I can't believe it fucking happened again
How many times is this gonna happen to me 'fore I fucking learn anything
I spent about 8 months chasing a girl that meant everything
Man I was damn near running a fucking marathon
All for her I always said I just gotta hold on
She'll be the one just hang in there, and keep going 'fore she's gone
Thought to myself if I just hang on, and be strong
Thought I was doing the right thing now I think "what a dummy I been"
Just keep running, but I began to feel like I was climbing sumin
Up a mountain that shouldn't of been climbed
Time and time again I knew this would happen to me
Man, I just couldn't bring myself to face the fucking fallacy
Now I'm on my own, all lost and misplaced
But I always thought to myself "what if's", "buts" and "just in case"
But that ruined me and I couldn't begin to embrace
The self hate I had to face, I just wanted my own way
But today

[Hook x2]
(Today) I cried
And I don't know why
But today I cried
And I don't know why

[Verse 2]
So that was part 1 and now here's part 2
I was in love and she snapped my heart faster than bamboo
A little while later a new girl came to
Me, and then I started falling again, but I fucked up part 2
I wasn't fully over part 1 but I had some time to...
Myself, began to feel like I was in a living Hell
But you became my angel and pulled me out this shit
I'll never forget that first time that we ever locked lips
I always think back to it and just reminisce
A picture perfect moment that I will forever miss
But then when I went home it went downhill from there
I thought that we could continue to be the perfect pair
But that was just a dream or now like a nightmare
Who knows where I'd be, if that, crap, hadn't 'a' happened
Now I'm up and down like a fucking seesaw
And I'm even more depressed than a damn Eeyore
Usually I'm even happier than Winnie
Upon my face you'll always see me grinning
Like a carousel my head just keeps spinning
But today I just can't stop this feeling cause...

[Hook x2]
(Today) I cried
And I don't know why
But today I cried
And I don't know why

[Verse 3]
But the thing that annoys me most 'bout these girls
Is that they're on the other side of the world
Wish I coulda been closer to em
Both of you were my fucking gem
At separate points in my life
But shit happened so we just had to make amends
Not even gonna lie
I coulda pictured either of you as my future wife
At some point in time
Which was kinda stupid
Cause the latter was more my type
In fact I'm still fucking in love with her
But I can't even talk to her
I just fucking stutter and murmur
Can't even say what's on my mind to her
I'm just like hey err err err
Swear I need a fucking glass of water
Now I'm on an emotional roller coaster
Not knowing when or if I'm ever gonna get over this
Man I'm just so vexed and pissed
I just wanna jump out of this coaster
Then finally it could all be fucking over
Sometimes you just gotta jump in the deep end
Even if you don't even know how to swim yet
So I tried it but I came up short
Like a fucking pawn in a chess set
This time I seriously thought things would be different
Was it that laugh that did it for me or that accent
But I can safely say you were perfect for me
But you both fucking ditched me for someone else
They say you can fool me once and thats shame on you
But fool me twice and thats shame on me
I just dunno about this or how I'm gonna get through
I just feel like a wally that I let this happen again
The difference between me and Wally
No-ones asking "Where's Sammy?"
I walked outside in the pouring rain
To mask the pain and the hurt inside
This is messing with my brain 'specially if this is my fate
And with all these tears in my eyes I can barely fucking see straight!
Because today...!

[Hook x4]
(Today) I cried
And I don't know why
But today I cried
And I don't know why