Loki - Drowning [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Where am I now?
Which way do I go?
Will I figure this out
This day or tomorrow?

I originated above the damp weeds
And now I'm
A little bit antsy out in
The middle of the damn sea drowning
Thinking about the planets needs
While questioning my sanity
Damn it seems, i’ve been a kid all my life
And now I'm twenty years old, and white
Privileged, got NO gold but life at home is right
I'm never cold at night, ive always known that
Id have something good that what my soul would like
Fresh produce I can stab with my fork and bite
Waiting for meals only over night, in the light
We go to the garden to gather ingredients for a fritita were starting
I know what its like to live the fullest life
I've been shown whats right
I've never had to pull a pipe cept when I have weed and a bowl and I
Couldn’t sleep because the defeating heat of this dumb season
Its hot and humid with no respite
For some reason all my life has been awfully like
A summer day without the nice sun of may but
Where its a bummer to make a move at all
Running would be insane its too damn hot
But, its not something to blame I won't front cus I'VE made
All my fucking mistakes, its tough and it takes
Both my small two balls to suck it up not cover my face
Shudder as I huddle in shame under the covers
But to stand up and take all the due fault
For all thats the result of the fact that I think I don't do
In fact I think i've told you
Maybe when I was bout to drink my fourth brew
Or it was a blazed me off reefer, perhaps both, or maybe not either
I may have been eager to git to know you
I make friends easily and at school it comes in handy
But I have ta to try and see if you'll actually spend time with me
After you truly understand me,it can seem
That what people can't see is that this dudes a fucking pansy
I originated above the damp weeds, and now I'm
A little bit antsy out in
The middle of the damn sea drowning
My heads next to sink but I'm just getting to think about the planets needs
While simultaneously, I'm questioning my own sanity
Panic needs to set in still, cus man, I see shits getting real
I can't believe how I'm a man in need of a better will
I barely manage to keep from sitting, still
I can't believe how I'm a man in need of a better will
I barely manage to keep from sitting, still

Where am I now?
Which way do I go
Will I figure this out
This day or tomorrow?

I can't believe how I'm a man in need of a better will
I barely manage to keep from sitting, still
I'm not at risk and not in need of a hospice
I'mma leave the hospital sick and ill
The doctors will see they're not responsible
For this often seen inoperable common disease
That seems to be unstoppable
Which you see to me is comical
Cus if I can't defeat this obstacle then you see
I can't start onwards towards when I can lead
My optimal destiny, so best believe
I'mma keep pressing me until that end that I see, eventually is possible

Where am I now?
Which way do I go
Will I figure this out
This day or tomorrow?

I'mma keep pressing me
I'mma keep pressing me
I'mma keep pressing me
I'mma keep pressing me
I'mma keep pressing me
I'mma keep pressing me
Until that end that I see, eventually is possible