Lor Scoota - Letter to Mom [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
I told you it was gon be like this
I had that feeling shordy
What up Ma?
What up?
Imma talk to you alright?
Write you a letter
You know how it is wit us
Everything ain't perfect wit us
You know I love you, right?

[Verse 1]
This right here
This a letter to moms
To let her know that all the shit Im doing is wrong
I know she love me deep inside, but we dont get along
At one point of time we used to have the strongest bond
I mean dont get me wrong
You know I love you Ma
You know that we be jokin and playin from time to time
But it ain't how it use to be
And both of us know why
And yeah you put me away in them group homes a couple times
I was mad atcha
So I ain't even say goodbye
The first time you put me away
I can't forget
I felt empty inside
Thats a feeling I dont normally get
You said you was fed up and that I made you sick
I said I hate you
But you know that I didn't mean that shit
I ain't trying to play the victim
Or act all innocent
Its more to our story
And the book ain't finished yet
Cuz I ain't even gonna lie
I done did a lot of shit
Like that time I stole that money you was saving for the rent
And then you got me locked up
Ain't come to court you let me sit
I couldn't even be mad
I guess that was what I get
I just wanted to be like other kids
And I didn't have shit
Yeah I knew it was wrong
But at the time I didn't care
I know I hurt your feelings
I could see it in your tears
I tried to change a lot of times
Mom Im is who Im is
You told me ta go to school
And just for you I did
When I got that diploma, you was smiling ear to ear
That was the first time I saw you happy in a couple years
I remember when I was 12
Way back a couple years
I used to come in your room and sleep at the bottom of your bed
You ain't have no man
I was the only one you had
You ain't have no friends
You was the only friend I had
I got exposed to the streets
Jumped off the porch a 14
You wanted me to stay a baby
I was trying to become a man
But Im thankful for what you taught me
It made me who I am
You raised me old school
You taught me I ont need no friends
I remember in 03 when I was about 10
You told me you was goin ta buy me what I need
That was about it
And now I understand why you did the shit you did
I ain't understand then cuz back then I was a kid
But I appreciate it all
Thank you for everything you did
If you ain't do what you did
I prolly wouldn't even be here,Ma

Yeah
Thank you for everything you taught me Ma
Taught me ta be my own man
Never be no follower
Chase my dreams and all that and get money
Be independent
YADAMEAN
Imma get there(So I make a way)
I ain't forget what you taught me
You know I ain't forget
Ain't forget what you taught me
Know what you taught me Ma
Heyyy
I live by it
Every day
Love you
Ha, ha ,ha
Got that I ain't forget what you taught me