Mack - My own personal hell [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I've been through hell and back and I made it alive
And I strive to be the best and no I will never rest
Until my story's complete so I leave my mark on the beat
I'm on that David Goliath shit, the hero always triumph shit
In the end so that's why I send you this message
We're blessed to be on this earth at times I thought I was cursed
When I was living through hell I thought I'd never see it through
It was just me and my mama not knowing what to do
The doctors prescribing pills trying to level my mind
I was being labeled things like drug addict bipolar
And all of this time I was trying to find myself
My mama screaming for help while I was trapped in my own cage
While the doctors was jotting notes things like manic depressive
While I was trapped in my own prison a life that ain't worth living
So that's when I was sent to rehab to learn about my addiction
Not to drugs but the things that was destroying my mind
Like my self destructive behavior and the rage inside
While I denied it to myself I didn't want to hear it
But don't get me wrong though we talked about drugs
And we decided that the only one I needed was shrubs
I mean weed, we know quitting's not what I need
Cause without it I'd go insane with the thoughts polluting my brain
So now I'm smoking every day its a healthy lifestyle
And I'll never stop blowing trees at least for a while
And the only thing that could stop me
Is settling down with a girl, raising a family
Or maybe the end of the world