Millertski - Cloud Of Stress [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Why do I have to deal with this?
Cause every second I turn my head then
I see this cloud circling above me
Puttin' thunder-storms and other weather clouds to the test and
Leaving me shaking my head then and I'm sick of it
It's getting really repetitive and it's a nuisance
Like a new sense that I have, I can sense it when it comes
Cause lately it's been dumbing it's ways down
And it's becoming really visible to the eye
Everybody I walk by sees it and I also got this angry one next to it
That keeps going head-to-head with it, it's an expression
I'm not sure if I'm into this, I wish I had a switch to flip
Turn this shit off but it's been here so long
I saddens me because it lowers my chances with these chicks that I like
And I know it ruined a couple relationships and that's why people hate me
It's everybody's cause before it and I'm exhausted from it
It's an invisible object but it keeps following me around
From always running my mouth and I had to abandon some friends I had
All on the way down to where I live now and now I live inside my head
Got a couch and a crown, the couch is my throne
And I'm into it I know, I know I'm lost inside my head
I'm in the middle of no-where inside it, you think it's a lie prick?
You're invisible to me, used to have a big ego, now I'm extreme
I got kick-starts and monsters to start up my day, they both frighten me
Cause I'm no longer en-lightened, B, not a fire-fly that can fly so high no more
I'm a butterfly that flaps his wings and shutters like a guy and I

[Hook]
I've got this cloud of stress
Circling my head, putting me down in the dumps
It's turnin' me mad cause I don't know how to get out

[Verse 2]
I do this rap shit from the moment I wake up 'till I go to sleep
And I still stress over it when I'm over-dosing with it
And I dosy off like I'm at a loft, I have one more chance to make it
I thought I had the opportunity at it's best and now I have an erection
Thanks to all these girls that's been whoring themselves to me
I didn't even know 'em before I met them backstage on that tour, at the tour, on the tour
When I was given orders and I got sick of it cause the chorus is winning awards and
Ciber Soul is behind me always and I know it, we their for each other
Until the furthest and if I die I know he's gonna hold the front end of this label
I got his trust and he got mine fully 'till the end and if he ever trys to blow off my head
I'm a do something crazy and get back up after a blow to my head
This all comes from the chick and the chick still gets crazy over my dick
Do my rhymes come from the heart or is it my dick, I just thought of it
And as I'm writing this and rhyming with it, I want it
I've got the hyena in me that's gonna go higher than Shane in Leah
Yeah Strife Kid is still doing her as I speak, but I'm not speakin'
I'm rappin' with a passion, I'm passionate about it
So do I give a fuck about what you say? Fuck no!
C'mon follow me through this tunnel and I won't let you drop to the wrong path
We startin' an epidemic that's not on some stupid shit or some influenced trap music
And I'm feeling it and using it to the fullest abusing shit
Like I stick my dick inside of it and it's gross doing anal
Says some faggot white-heads to their girls and they come tell me like it's cool
I may be a hero to them, a hero to some cause I had enough passion to start this project
I had the courage and the guts and the strength to go past you haters
And I'm still rappin' for as long as we live, it's Soul Echo 'till we die and go
So don't come close until we're legendary and we all become legends in this music

[Hook]
I've got this cloud of stress
Circling my head, putting me down in the dumps
It's turnin' me mad cause I don't know how to get out