REFLEX - Benny Banks - #QoQ Freestyle (Cover) [ReFix] [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

#QoQ freestyle

Look
I got a lot of stories to tell
Going back to my shell
The place I call home
Or should I call hell
Never really asked for help
Why?
Cos I'm too shy
And you knew it right
Social anxiety
Hardly have the courage to say hi
Talk about drugs
I don't even have the time to get high
Man you can't lie

Causing too much trouble
I'm always fucking up
Can't be myself
Man they're always acting up
I see certain man bugging over
My rapping
I can't take their moaning
They dunno what they're doing
Losing the will to live
Yeah I Got no hope to give

I'm on a roller coaster journey
Up and down going round in circles
Yet I'm not even earning
Their hate be kinda concerning
It continues
I guess they're just confirming
Yeah man I'm certain
These bitches be flirting
Too many be begging
I can't handle their wrecking
But fuck it

When I first started
I weren't getting no where
Now look
I'd like to thank everyone Who
Took a look
But still mugged it
But still gave their time
I just told them all to shut it
Like they didn't mean it
Part of me thinks
They will never understand it

My heart dropped
When that text got dropped
And that follow request
With no clue what to do next
I just chose to fail the test
Couldn't care less
The opposite of waiting
For a flight to fly without wings
Man it never flew
The dopes on Molly still
Ask why but it's just a few
But no one ever knew
At least what they think
But we know it's all lies
So what?

I'm like where you been
C Molly and Mary Jane
Ain't been seen
Back with a bang
Look who's back on the scene
Your face don't fit with the theme
Never laid a hand on aunt Mary
A borer to your neck
Now that's shit scary
Good and bad days
Man it varies
These bitches thinking they're
Fairies
You must be crazy
Relaxed I'm chilled it's wavy
That's only a maybe

Life's stressful
It's on another level
What can we do
Man you think you're a rebel
You earn a grand
Eventually I'll earn treble
That's the plan
Try not to hit the beer can
A little but not too much
Too much is enough
Leave me feeling rough
I'm too afraid to trust
Caught up in the mix
Between love and lust

If you haven't loved
Then you haven't lost
When life strangles you
Make sure you get out while
You're alive
Just let them have it
And tell them to fuck off and stop
Far from the top
I ain't reached it
Feeling kinda famous
Far from shameless
Shit left me heartless
For days I been restless
Shining brighter
Than the girl in that white dress
Remember to stay loyal
Forget rep

Needing clarity
So I turn to charity
You testing me with your vanity
Dickheads are slating me
But they don't understand
They don't know my story
So who the fuck are you
To judge me
Been months since I been myself
Need to take a look at yourself
Before you wreck yourself
Ending up in a cell
Man on a mission
My life's just beginning
But the mission didn't end well
Before you open your big
Mouth
Who are you to tell

People telling lies
Looking at blue skies
My sky's still covered
I'm deluded I believed her
Man I don't know why
I'm hungry for success more
Than ever
I'm in this game forever
That's pretty clever
I must admit

My main mans been missing
Been 7 years Monday since I seen him
I pray to him
Tell him I miss him
Become secluded
I look to him for strength
Done it for the full length
It's been a long time
But I can still see his face clearly
It's unmistakable
Forever grateful
Now my actions are shameful

My sister thinks she down
And out for the count
Told her I got her and to keep
Her head up
Going through the same
As I did
She just needs support
Gotta be there
Unlike me where no one was
I'll make sure it'll never happen

I ain't done yet
I still ain't slept
Late nights got me thinking
Can't help but notice
How I'm getting replaced
Gone from number one
To nothing in the space of a day
Still got more to say
Been building up for weeks
Finally let it out
Been so stressed
Done with the test

(Outro)