RuMeal - Far in the Distance [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: RuMeal]
I'm gripping the grain, thinking & driving while switching lanes
I don't wanna live in vain for decisions I've made through pain
Going through something's in life were pussy & henny will make it feel alright
Things I've had before but never really felt this nice
Friends & relatives tell you how much you're not same
Now I'm facing the mirror just hope I don't see years of pain
Everything that I had once feared is everything I became
Got me feeling ashamed to live on while bearing my father's name
But I'm a get it, I promise I'll get it
I guarantee you'll be proud once all my days are finished
& everyday I wake up I view as a new beginning
If you go for it you'll get it that's something I'm apprehending
Aiming for my dreams planning my point of attack
Bang, bang, I just hope opportunity shoots back
Formal on instrumentals but promise I never slack
In my train of thoughts, tryna get my life on track

[Hook: Neil]
Cause it's so hard
Living to fill a dream, pursue this by any means
My mental states that I'm a king
It's not far
Illusions of finer things, & gifted the grander scheme
I'm just saying who we are, it's so hard
& though we're not perfect, the pain so worth it
But it's not far, it's not far
Cause it's not far in the distance

[Verse 2: RuMeal]
& I'm observing life as I'm analyzing my current state
Tired of living in struggle I need to move of my current state
The sky's the limit I'm tryna reach past the limitations
Making new connections while keeping all my affiliations
I'm working hard on a path to become a world star
While others satisfied with their comments & views from worldstar
I can't lie I want money, cars, & video vixens
But can't let the vices get in the way of all my ambitions
I'm superstitious in beliefs my dreams are on the way
There's no more that I need to say I'm looking forward to better days
Cause I don't wanna be stuck in my own world
Were I'm distracted by beautiful women in diamonds & pearls
Plus life's a beautiful thing until it gets wasted
Having you contemplating change because it's hard for you to face it
I'm telling you my wrongs that took a while for me to indicate
I see the bigger picture, now I hope this helps you illustrate

[Hook:Neil]

[Verse: Head Band]
Right out the gate tell you like this
Never would I ever think my life would take a right off the righteous
Now my nights filled with alcohol & nitrous
Shamed to admit, how in the hell did I invite this
Demon in to my blood, screaming in to my soul
Singing about it even makes me cold, shit you ain't know
But there's gotta be something on the other side
The only thing I have is my love, good vibes & my pride
Great family, always keep the tetrahydrocannabi
No plan for me, the only medication that can handle me
So I light my spliff each night
& practice my peace right
Keeping the energy flow, backing attention off & letting me go
Better than ever before, my third eye's open for my indigo
That's why I'm spreading my life for the fallen
I'm spreading my light for the falling

[Hook: Neil]