ShawnyBoy - Bad Side of The Brain [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Pre-hook]
What you wanna hear
Want me to talk real low, sing in your ear
On how I kiss your lips, when you're near
That's what you want from me, that's what you want
This is what you wanna hear
The darkness in my soul, see all my tears
Right now your mind is bliss, I'm no where near
This what you want from me, this what you want

[Hook]
I was going through something, when I wrote this
I was going through something, when I wrote this
I was going through something, when I wrote this
I was going through, I was going through
I was going through something, when I wrote this
I was going through something, when I wrote this
I was going through something, when I wrote this
I was going through, (I was going through)

[Intro]
There's darkness in the air
Do you hear

[Verse 1 (ShawnyBoy's Dark, Inner Self)]
She wants me to save her
But I can't even save myself
Crazy in the brain or insane in the membrane
Cypress hill feelings let me explain
Got my head all deranged
I'm not feeling the same
I locked this side of me away desire growing untamed
I know my mom is ashamed
(But I am not the same
And everyone around me is the blame
Consolidations ha refrain
All the factors of hell you cannot change
You wanna play, this is not a game)
Never thought that I would change
Its scary how I could learn to can talk to him
But never walk to him
Fear of my shadows I battle but the outcome I never win
Curse God for cursing me, my strongest sin

[Verse 2]
You want me to save you
I already did in the past
But it wasn't the you that stands in front of me
It was all of the past ones that turned me to the opposite of gluttony
I thought you could be better
Or maybe I needed to let up
(But why the hell should I blame myself of enemies
All my girlfriends turned to girlfrienemies
And I ain't sitting here crying for your alliance
Not blinded into your lying
Hoping your heart is dying
Cause I feed off that
These thoughts come once a month I hope you bleed off that)
Can't disrespect these are some good people
Even if they actions was lethal
Causing me to contemplate of lethal injections
But in the end was I deceived

[Verse 3]
I was going through something back when I wrote this but that is no damn reason for me to be act hopeless
That was the past and on my future I gotta focus
All that dark mess is closed, I'm open
Now that im never choking the darkness is never spoken
They see that I'm never sloping the night that they always hoping
But the sun makes me stronger cause I'm the sun of a father and the sun of a father maker
I'm brightening up the ho-
I'm rising
To the top and I'm Fl-
Eyeing
Everything in my presence to stop me from my preference of acceptance
I can save you with every ounce of blessings
Block out your thoughts and I thought that I'll change your thoughts from remorse
Like a corpse you dead from the rejoice of the ledge
She wants me to save her
And I can