SPQR - Tragic Hero [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

A sickness in the brain that makes you murder (like a hero yeah) (4X)
What I need is somebody who can be strong for me
I need something like a hero yeah
Something like a hero yeah

[Verse 1: SPQR]
Smoke on some to ease the pain, sitting in the rain
Die a hero or a god, Captain Kirk or Kurt Cobain
Can't really make decisions while my spitting is in vain
So I'm riding through my city coughing on that purple strain
Purposes are worthless without knowledge in your brain
Either way I'm happy long as I can get some brain
Should I water down my flow to make a hit and wear a chain?
Nah I should stunt on ignorance, belligerent deranged
It's a sickness in the brain that makes you murderous as Cain
Killing with some Ableton no Logic is retained
Said that this is tame, but really might attack
Take a line of what you cannot smell and watch me take it back

A sickness in the brain that makes you murder (like a hero yeah) (4X)
What I need is somebody who can be strong for me
I need something like a hero yeah
Something like a hero yeah

[Verse 2: SPQR]
Grinding on my course
Sipping dirty sprite my face is white my jacket's north
Fiending for that Porsche
Money and the riches that you get when you're endorsed
Plus them girls with those big thighs gon look just like a horse
Plot twist it gets worse
Coffins and a Hurst for the motherfucker spitting up on every single verse
Everyone is cursed to live a life that's designated for them on their day of birth
Better not to hurt but spend your time up on this Earth
Find out what you're worth before they lay you in the dirt
Predicate it all with medication in the matrix how you make it through the mazes that so ancient go berzerk
Man I'm about to burst

A sickness in the brain that makes you murder (like a hero yeah) (4X)
What I need is somebody who can be strong for me
I need something like a hero yeah
Something like a hero yeah

[Verse 3: SPQR]
Got a line up on my dresser
Looked up at my dad he said you straight boy I said yessir
Nah I ain't gon fess up cause right now I'm feeling messed up
Got a girl that I like and I'm tryina impress her
Maybe I should hit that blonde girl up yeah I'm gon text her
She gon like my style cause I'm smart like a professor
And if I get her laid it'll fix the pain just for a second
Even if I fell in love man it wouldn't change my methods
Everything I do is mostly just to get this stress off
Every time I get so high to alleviate the pressure
Nihilistic non existent morals and no ethics
What more can I do the road I choose you can't be second
So I took a pen and pad and wrote this down so I could vent it

A sickness in the brain that makes you murder (like a hero yeah) (4X)
What I need is somebody who can be strong for me
I need something like a hero yeah
Something like a hero yeah