The Holy Karon - I Am Who? [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

My parents told me they don't really like me
Teachers prophesied in years Ill be dead or in Jail
But I don't give a fuck about what anybody says in this world & Them bitches can burn in hell

Born a fuckin rebel, Taught by the fuckin devil
I love doing evil, I'm just a fallen angel
Corrupted by predicaments that I was living in, so this is why I live in motherfucking sin

I guess I changed when I seen my Grandmother get killed (echo)
Or my best friends died
Seeing them at peace in them caskets they were inside, something I desired got me on the brink of fucking suicide. (echo)

Am I alive? (echo)
Or Am I dead? (echo)
I swear I'm just existing. (echo)
Rowing my ship filled with shit Down this stream just wishing I awake from this dream. (echo)

But I swear this is all a fucking nightmare
A never ending warfare
Where we all are looking for meaning to life & my meaning to life is getting out of this hell here

By any motherfucking means
Which mean
RIP to any souls that comes in between
There blood will be spilled on my own horror scene
Morphine can't ease the pain from this machine

I can barely breath
All I do is bleed
Seems like I'm only affliction free
When I'm popping pills, drinking lean or smoking weed

I'm a depressed kid With monsters & demons inside
So you might find random bitches with semen in there eyes
Cause I look for love in all the wrong fucking places

People only care if your pretty or dead
I'm just Demented Demon, whose barely even breathing
With a fucked face & Nigger Hair so nobody cares

But who cares, if they care
They will never ever understand
What's it like to be a unloved black man
With God & Satan
Constantly screaming in your ears telling you how to live fucking years

I just hate life
I wish I had knife
To wrong my fucking rights
Which mean taking my Fuckin life
My fuckin life