Tier On3 - My Beginning (Prod. Cheta Beats) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1- (Tier On3)
My mother had to be barely twenty years old
When a seed got implanted in her zone
Dial up on the phone hoping that he's home
She’s got information for my soon to be papa so

Prego but she wasn't fretting though
Thank god cuz I wouldn't be here repping flows
But my dad was a Phoenix law felon for
Drinking alcohol drugs and ingesting souls

Spreading out his sickness
Couldn't be around him for is drug addiction
Seven years old when he got restrictions
So close to my first off own eviction

Took a toll on my life of fiction
It's perfect till your dads on the television
A mug shot saying that he's in prison
I cried so hard i drowned in my own opinion

I didn't see gods inscription
Looking down on me making up my odd decisions
I was mad and sad for weeks I went to go off missing
Countered to do my homework for my own thoughts and wishes

I felt so alone everyone had stared at me
I got robbed two times where was their police
Where was my dad he was out their smoking weed
Life got me down i got Zoloft for relief

Yelling matches to get my life pronged
I was bout to explode like a time bomb
Anger rose out of me I had to be thrived calm
I was listening to them N9ne songs

You've helped get me through my satan spawns
A man at school set off the paced alarm
Waving a deadly weapon in his patient arms
The police came ready getting out their braced batons

Chorus 1-
If I go back in time
The only thing that I would change
Is to go back and rewind
And watch as I begin my days
All the sin I would try to stop it
But his hands are on my clock set
My life’s a locker with no locket
It seems god's ticking but he’s not talking
Damn
This is my beginning
There's no other way to say it
I just hope that i can sway it
So the best thing is to pray it
My life's in pieces so I lay it
Down on paper and replay it
And understand I have placement
My beginning please don't hate it

Interlude-
Yeah man not a lot of people know where they come from man
All they know is yeah my dad left me and my mom struggles everyday trying to pay the bills feed us food take care of us and the only way to check out is wrong
Is to hustle dope on the streets

My dad came back in my life I'm blessed but at the same time its a curse man
It was all gravy in the beginning and then its turned into a pile of shit
Make the most out of your life find out what you want to do and act on it my brotha

Verse 2- (Tier On3)
In the back of my mind i always had cared for the animals
As rage depleted depression went up gradual
My mom couldn't keep up the bills we were ransom owned
If you knew what I've been through its okay to be frantic yo

Had no father so I couldn't be a man at best
Dreams of me in a pit of snakes it was manifest
The man of red had my heart before he grabbed my chest
The futures is casted out by pasts of damaged debts

Rocks my background to my production of music
I was stuck to a tv till i plummeted to it
Maybe one day i'll be radio's function influence
I’m far from that but with my fans its one i solute in

Momma said keep your dreams because you will lose em
I became to like rap
Losing myself in the music
I know that i was off beat
I had no tempo or movement
I better learn my lesson I'm G-Krillex's nuisance

Now I'm on beat multiple percussions and blueprints
All the haters try to lead me in the suction of losing
Your saying that i gotta be more like him
I'm not Q Tha Mag fag who's boring dead

Boy i’ll destroy you in any place
I’ll rip you to shreds trying to lend me grace
This has nothing to do with your friendly face
Its your voice thats annoying and your way off pace

If they would see real talent
Then in god hip hop would then be saved
As i stand my roots and keep my feet planted
I'm sure i'll never change from being praised

Thats why I’m here is to make a change
This is my beginning and it feels so strange
My dads back in my life but i still feel pain
But my end is far from now so i kneel and pray
Jesus

Chorus 2-