Verbal Tech - Light [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Intro :

News report about how 13 years old
Child committed suicide in school

Verse 1 :

Don't fucking try to stop me
Next time I'll try to get wasted
Cos my depression is too deep
And I'm too damn weak to face it
I prefer to drown my demons
And pray they can't swim
And it's so damn could out here
But it's still burning under my skin
I went through ice and fire
So why the hell am i alive?
And they say the fire is hot
But why am I still freezing outside?
Every damn morning I'm waking up
My mind is filling with doubts
So I'm filling this fucking glass up
And I'm letting it all out!
So fuck all of you fake friends
And all of your dirty lies too!
Yeah man I'm really fucking fine
With all the shit I wanna do
"Oh cmon you'll be okay homie"
Yeah that really means a lot
After all this honest talking
You're just leaving me here to rot
So fuck your crappy standards
I know I'm an underaged bastard
Getting drunk every single night
With that bitch beautiful disaster
And there ain't no fucking place
That i can really call my home
So I won't even bother calling you
And I will just overdose all alone

Bridge :

Same news report about how a teenager
Committed suicide, because he was having
Hard time being a teenager

Verse 2 :

Been hiding behind the mask
So now I'm taking it down
Seen every one of my demons
And now they're coming around
I never claimed to be perfect
And I never wanted to be
I got my flaws and I drink away
The shit that they can't see
I'm killing the pain in empty space
In place right inside of me
I'm taking the brown burning it down
Till nothing's left inside of me
What's wrong with me, you me
Song is more than beat and words
Because when i upload a song
Is only time when i feel heard
And every day getting hated on
They say that my dream's impossible
But every single day i'm alive
I'm facing my own obstacles
See I'm trying to be strong
But fuck i'm losing my hope
All of the forgotten promises
And these hearts that i broke
Where's the love for my craft
For all the songs that i wrote
Give me the gun, pills or dope
Fuck it all i'm grabbing the rope
Now look im losing my mind
Give me a shot im taking it in
Look it's taring me apart
I'm not feeling my skin