Verbal Tech - Off The Chest [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Intro :

Verse 1 :
And here we go again
Now they calling me fake
They say i can't make music
I'm not real to rap and create

I make music for sad kids
Like me so they can relate
Look im giving them dreams
Before it's fucking too late

And you laugh at my dream
Just cos i'm tryna' live like a rapper
But most of you bitches here
Are just a fake bunch of actors

See i'm working day and night
I'm spilling my sweat and my blood
Don't fucking tell me that i changed
If you don't know who the hell i was

If it wasn't for this fucking music
I would be already dead
Because i spent countless hours
Writing my songs in my bed

Look man i'm downcast kid
And i'm really done with my shit
But at the same time look
Im too fucking awesome to quit

See you're working for the money
I don't care about the wealth
I'm working for the dreams
Those teens and also myself

I make songs about my life
Real no fucking fantasy fiction
Show me another young rapper
Who's rapping about his addiction

Yeah i'm rapping about alcohol
And all my damn medical drugs
Look i'm keeping it honest
About my bones and my bugs

Look i can take out my pills
And overdose tell me why no
Man i'm grabbing mic cord
Suffocating dying real slow

Man keep your fucking money
Cos see i'm not in a need
It's more than just a song
If it can really save a teen

Look man i'm saving those lives
When i step and rec in the booth
And if you don't believe me
I can provide you with proof

Bridge :
Click clack bang off the chest
Gotta get it off, off my chest

Verse 2 :
Okay i'm laying right here
And you're laying with me
I'm trying to say it out loud
But i'm fucking afraid you see

Okay now lets have a talk
But to be honest i'm nervous
I won't be hiding my thoughts
I'm tryna' prove that I'm worth it

See i got nothing to hide
And i'm really feeling the fear
But look i'm losing my mind
Same time i'm losing my tears

I tried to hide it but stopped
And now i'm sharing my pain
Cos i'm afraid of fucking future
Cos nothing's staying the same

Yeah i spent days in my room
Just laying there and crying
Drinking brown nobody's callin'
How you doing, okay, i was lying

All those sleepless nights tired
Nightmares and no time to rest
My head is full of this shit
So i'm getting it off of my chest

I tried to talk it out with you
But you never wanted to listen
So now i'm leaving this place
You see i made my fucking decision

Look i told you i was struggling
You said you would be there
You were gone as soon as i fell
You lied you never cared

You always had something to say
You told me you woulda' stayed
And now i'm down on the ground
You're gone and i'm drinking away

Dude fucking get over it
Take your time and just chill
Chill do you know how it feels
This pain is fucking real

You see i'm trying to breathe
Can you hear i'm gasping for air
Fuck i'm feeling the rush
I'm drunk and i'm feeling so scared

I'm so done with this shit
So fuck how i feel, how i feel?
Man fuck your opinions i'm
Done i'm sipping and taking pills

Outro :

Gotta get if off, off my chest