Verdugo - Emergency [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
(sirens)
"We have an emergency over here!"
(gun shot)
"We need backup!"
//SFX stop, beat starts
"Chief! He's dead! Suicide."

[Hook]
'Dunno why, I keep going on living
I am just going through some self pity
I am just going through some self pity
RIght now I think that I am just grieving
Old me's left, I am thinking about leaving
I am going through an emergency
I need med'cal attention urgently
I don't think I'll see another sunset
My life is over but I'm not done yet

[Verse 1]
The old me's died, committed suicide
And yet here I am still strong and alive
Why in the world I waste my time with girls?
Specially when all they do is sit and twirl
That was prob'ly my biggest downfall yet
There was no reason to get in that mess
These voices keep me alone together
Helping me to make my work get better
So I can be ready on judgement day
And wish that the people will give me praise
When I'm on the stage doing what I do
And tear off the roof like I'm a typhoon
That's a long way away from where I'm at
And at the same time I'm too scared try that
'Fact I'm too scared to even leave my shell
Ev'day I sit down and think to myself

[Hook]
'Dunno why, I keep going on living
I am just going through some self pity
I am just going through some self pity
RIght now I think that I am just grieving
Old me's left, I am thinking about leaving
I am going through an emergency
I need med'cal attention urgently
I don't think I'll see another sunset
My life is over but I'm not done yet

[Verse 2]
Often I look at the stuff I've written
And sometimes I wish I could be grinning
But instead I'm ashamed and cringe in pain
And I try to blame this horrendous thing
These sucky raps on inexperience
"I'll make it up when my next beat be wet
And fits perfectly with the stuff I write"
I try make dope beats in effort to hide
The low quality of my rhymes and flow
It's too apparent they blatantly blow
I often keep second guessing myself
As a result I'm starting to lose my health
All the stuff that I write is depressing
I pull myself together unless I'm
Having one of my Debbie-downer days
So the last thing I gotta say today's

[Hook]
'Dunno why, I keep going on living
I am just going through some self pity
I am just going through some self pity
RIght now I think that I am just grieving
Old me's left, I am thinking about leaving
I am going through an emergency
I need med'cal attention urgently
I don't think I'll see another sunset
My life is over but I'm not done yet