Verdugo - Gray [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Chorus]
Everything I see around me is gray
Act like I'm okay, I'm fading away
I'm hoping I can pull through like Bruce Wayne
I am joking about this knife all day
The hardest person to fight is yourself
I am just trying to get through this hell

[Bridge]
How and why did it ever come to this?
I don't e'en know if I can conquer this
My blood and tears are fading in the mist
By the end of the song I won't be missed

[Verse 1]
Deep inside it hurts when I spit a verse
That hurts those I didn't want to hurt
My stomach churns when I play back the track
And listen to all the crap that I rapped
But if there's any lesson that I learned
It's to keep true to my every word
My raps gotten super dark in this art
Just like Voldemort's dark wizardry art
Raps dark enough to take down Voldemort
So dark I walk out my door, choke a whore
Take her inside and pork her vocal cords
Do it all to feel better 'bout myself
But deep down I know that I need some help

[Chorus]
Everything I see around me is gray
Act like I'm okay, I'm fading away
I'm hoping I can pull through like Bruce Wayne
I am joking about this knife all day
The hardest person to fight is yourself
I am just trying to get through this hell

[Verse 2]
I need a bit of some motivation
Before I snap and I blow this nation
That's not a terrorist threat or promise
I'm reaching out for help, to be honest
I just need someone to help me make it
Before my frustration becomes blatant

[Bridge]
How and why did it ever come to this?
I don't e'en know if I can conquer this
My blood and tears are fading in the mist
By the end of the song I won't be missed

[Verse 3]
Right now I'm starting to see like a dog
And soon I will need a seeing eye dog
To help me get through the darkness and fog
Why's that all of my thoughts are getting clogged
With line after line for rap after rap
Especially when it's all the same crap?
In public I say I hate the haters
But deep down I know I'll miss them later
Cause in reality I love the hate
Cause I'm mentally messed up in my brain
(perhaps that's why)

[Chorus]
Everything I see around me is gray
Act like I'm okay, I'm fading away
I'm hoping I can pull through like Bruce Wayne
I am joking about this knife all day
The hardest person to fight is yourself
I am just trying to get through this hell

[Bridge]
How and why did it ever come to this?
I don't e'en know if I can conquer this
My blood and tears are fading in the mist
By the end of the song I won't be missed

[Outro]
The world around me is gray
I need help to escape this place
Before this feeling starts to sink in
And I lose all my motivation -
To live, here I go again with another rap