XEL - Just a Thought [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(XEL)
Riding at 85, anxieties may be high
Not trying to say goodbye, just flyin' the greyer skies
But I wanna stay alive, so tell me what wasn’t said right
Thinking about what would happen if I just run this red light
It’s chaos, I’m hoping it will pay off, some day ya’ll
Gonna wonder where the real shit went and try to have a seance
Spray walls, with 98 cent paint cans
We'll play ball, but they lost, so I’m a take the game plan, it’s way off
Chopping over the top of them beats, talking em to sleep
If they watching me better be taking notes, you walking with the sheep
Only to cops is when you speak, homie I thought you from the street
I live off the map middle of nowhere, we’d just toss em in a creek

I won’t sit with the masses
In my zone lifted from wax hits
Shown typical wack shit
Don’t mix with the masters
My throne giveth it back quick
Homes lit with the matches
Blown liquids and gasses
Go and sift through the ashes

(Hook) x2
I will never know what you’ve been told
(But it’s all lies you must’ve bought)
Wait too long and the food went cold
(Lost your money you’re now just a thought)

You see, I’m kind of upset already rolled half the dro
We don’t check we know, where the road has to go
When I claim that I know what, no rapper knows
You’ve been told that befo' but I gotta a flow that’s controlled
We'll never make a lot but there is no laughter though
Cause most the money's made is from what is sold after shows
My boat is sinking quick, I know there’s no cash below
Hoping someday it will change how this whole chapter goes
Money charts went to the peak
But how do you live Utopia? apartments, cars you gotta park em' in the street
And the price you paid to live there really starting to get steep
But you smile and say "it’s my dream", scars carved into your cheek

Strange thoughts in the brain yes
Aim dots at the main threats
Same costs with the same checks
Ain’t lost at this game yet
Heaven’s gates remained locked
Drive in the storms the raindrops hit the Rain-X
I just thank god for this Trainwreck

(Hook)