​brakence - Clouded [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
(brakence)
I don't know me outside this head
You reminded me of what I thought free meant
And so we made a friendship out of finding out who we are
And I’ve stopped trying since you told me
I'm only what I want
That ain't me

[Chorus]
So could you call me over without the bitter hesitation
And place your money where your mouth is?
All my thoughts are clouded
But I can still say I’m 'bout it soon as my head gon' cave in
Oh and if I had the chance to remake all of my decisions
Well, I wouldn't take it
Because you got me fucked up but if I don't use this as agency
I'll never change
I'll never change
[Bridge]
(Breathe easy)
Breathe easy
(Breathe easy)
(B-breathe easy)
(Breathe easy)
(Breathe easy)
Breathe easy
(Breathe easy)

[Chorus]
Call me over without the bitter hesitation
And place your money where your mouth is
All my thoughts are clouded
But I can still say I'm ’bout it soon as my head gon’ cave in
Oh and if I had the chance to remake all of my decisions
Well, I wouldn't take it
’Cause you got me fucked up but if I don't use this as agency
I'll never change
I'll never change

[Verse]
But sincerely it’s my fault
I've been chasing the answer to what it is we want
And I ain't found it out yet
But I'll wait for the right time
Gotta few bad voices, I might lie
So just tell me if you've had enough
I don't want you stressed out
So pray to God, the best of me is showing when I'm with you
Got a ways to go, my eyes are open is that an issue?
And I'm prone to show a lack of potency
It's like fuck my indecision, I need to restore my focus
'Cause I've been wasted on myself, I'll just let you know
Ain't past mistakes that I made, I don't let it go
I can't forget anything need you to hold me over once again

[Refrain]
I take you everywhere with me
Waiting for a day to arrive
'Cause I can think I'm on fire
Every time you burn out my eyes

[Chorus]
So call me over without the bitter hesitation
And place your money where your mouth is
All my thoughts are clouded
But I can still say I'm 'bout it soon as my head gon' cave in
Oh and if I had the chance to remake all of my decisions
I wouldn't take it
Because you got me fucked up but if I don't use this as agency
I'll never change
I'll never change