AJL2000 - Perfect [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse #1]
People claim their perfect
But honestly do they deserve it?
I gained and earned it
And got hit from above like a piece of bird shit
Do I deserve it?
I never steal or flee with purses
I keep my verses
To myself most of the time, because I'm self-conscious
Cause in this rap game, nobody needs my service
I always drink 10 Gatorades in the office listening to instrumentals
When honestly I should try and fucking fix my mental
Because I almost got retained this year
It seems like it's always raining here
I wish I can buy a new mind on Amazon, and wait until my brain gets here
I can't be feared or fear my superiors ears
But that's impossible when I don't even have one
Nobody rules me, not even me so I don't need to sing no sad song
I need something to grapple or grab on
Cause I have nothing to fall back on
No second options
Don't live in a famous city so I can't be repping Boston
I frickin lost it
The crossroads, I crossed it, cross dressed
Does that make me a boss yes
Kill every rapper till there's only Eminem and Nas left, uh

[Chorus] Perfect, Perfect X2

[Verse #2]
Coming back a second time
I wreck lines more than tech n9ne
If you think I'm lying, step in line
I'll verbally stomp on your neck and spine
I'm a stepping' stone, used to get some leverage
I Need a fucking wetter beverage
My throat's so dry, that it's spider-web infested
Look at all this time that I've hemorrhaged
It's seems like everything's going down the drain
I always find myself drowned face down in pain
I don’t want razor blades to surround my veins
So I hide myself behind a fake smile and sound amazed
I fucking hate sounding depressed and lonely
But I have to fucking confess the only, way I know how
Through the lyrics of a song, light a bong and smoke me out like a ghost
Cause in the mirror I am gone
Oh, no, cannot grow, old
I am a kid at heart, so immature so yo-lo
People think I rap off beat but im like chance I rap so different
Yeah I might be deranged and wicked, but I'll always be that sick kid
So, no, don't bother me and nag at me
I'm glad I'm doing happy rapping
Hack-sacking crappy acting
Rappers and I hope that you learn it
And you gotta just fucking cope, your not perfect

[Chorus]