AJL2000 - Lost And Found [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse #1]
The game made me feel like I was dragged across the ground
Then it tossed me down and I was recovered in the lost and found
I'm a pro in this game but they treat me like a foster child
I had a lot of hope and strength but I think I've lost it now
Back in 2011 I wanted to drop a mix tape
Wrote a few verses and songs and I was done in 6 days
Right when I wanted to record, I stopped and said, "Bitch, Wait"
These tracks are trash, And I threw them out and I still do that to this day
I always feel that when I'm done with tracks they always seem incompetent
But I was eager to come out with something and damn, there was no stopping it
I never got no compliments or confidence, its nonsense
But I never wanted to start dropping it, or copy shit, the comments
I received from my family, were disbelief and sarcasm
My sister made me so mad by her negativity id start spazzin'
Fuck man, my heart's had it, I couldn't take it anymore
So I quit in 2012 and that left me to open many doors

[Chorus]

[Verse #2]
So it opened many doors for choices of what to do and crap
But I thought about it twice and said, "I still want to pursue in rap"
So in early 2013 I was back at it again
Instead of being "Radio-Friendly" Id rap about attacking faggots and then
Maybe I'd get some controversy going to get publicity
But what's a 13 year old to do when rapping is his only activity
I started to say "Fuck Haters, there is no getting rid of me"
Now I'm almost 15, and damn right that saying would stick to me
In 2014 I was planning on a project
But I was still deciding who I wanted to be and figuring out my concept
It was like a video game searching like a conquest
But I was getting stuck inside these fucking cobwebs

[Chorus]

[Verse #3]
So then I decided to take it down a notch
Searching on the internet, and then I fucking found a spot
There was a site on the internet called Rap Pad
But I didn't tell anyone cause I was afraid of being laughed at
Now I'm A Freshman in High School, and rapping is the least of my fears
My fucking style and flow has increased through the years
Now I'm so confident, like I might get a mil soon
I tell you, and the past me, Liltunes
That it's ok to start releasing your rage
On the page, it's better than being a beast in a cage
It's easy to say, since I've had experience
From Discrimination to Writer's Block
I've been there, I'm serious
So please, god forbid you just sit there delirious
Been in the game for 5 years, I think its fair to carry it
People come up to me like "Dude I'm questioning, why aren't you famous"
I don't know, but thank you for listening