Alan Z - Fear (Mino and Taeyang Remix) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]:
Sometimes I lie awake, and think how far I done came
And how far I got left to go, and I get so afraid
I'm still trying to find my way
Discover the road to fame
But I feel so alone, and I get so afraid

[Verse 1]:
My brother said I need to learn to be happy before the fame
Cuz fame isn't a cure for the agony and the pain
But I'm so self-loathing I think status is gonna change
Everything for the better, but anyone with half a brain
Would know, it ain't as simple even when you in the industry
Cuz my insecurities could kill me if I'm mentally
Not able to lift up this burden, and rip a tendon, see
Half my life, I been fighting suicidal tendencies
Afraid of what I might do
Afraid of losing the love of my life to a white dude
Afraid of my past in middle and high school
Afraid of never catching a break
Afraid of falling off, considered someone "back in the day"
I'm afraid, but why am I afraid? Why am I this way?
When I should be defiant I'm a giant on the stage
And the hall of fame is soon where you gon find me
And fuck Vince Staples, I'm a proud child of the 90s
Little stupid-ass bitch...

[Chorus]:
Aye, for every time I thought I would break
I told myself I gotta go on
Even if I'm by myself, I gotta find my way
(Ayo) I told myself I'm not afraid
I gotta be the one to go on
There is no other reason
For me to fear, for me to fear yeah

[Bridge]:
I'm not afraid no more
Kind of like Marshall haha...check

[Verse 2]:
All I wanted was a cosign
Cuz I been sitting on a gold mine
Instead I gotta deal with closed minds
Who see my race and become so blind
To the fact I shoulda been a global phenomenon since '09
Producers telling me I should hide my identity
Is it strategy, or they're afraid and wanna censor me?
Feel like it's the 70s, dealing with racist enemies
And I rep for my Asians even if they ain't repping me!
A silver lining just seems out of my hands reach
They say dumb it down cuz common sense to kids I can't teach
Marveling at my inner hero inside like Stan Lee
But what's stopping the kid, now that I'm all out of Plan B?
I'm losing friends that rather compete than eat with me
Try to sabotage me but dap me up when they're seeing me
The difference between us? No one can ever replace me
If you was bout that life, then why you so scared to face me?

Chorus

[Outro]:
Oh! can you see me now?
Can anybody save me from this fear? Oh
Can you hear me now?
Ooh-whoa