Alkolol - Life Quote [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I used to be deranged
And I know this is strange
My life got rearranged
From the inside I got changed
Suddenly sucess is in my range

I'm 19 years old, yet I feel like an infant
I'm known for metaphores, and this song will be no different
Happy life, I don't know why, always seemed distant
Happiness was something that for me was inexistant
It's like everywhere I went, I was resistant
But I never gave up, I'm known for being persistent
I put alot of thoughts in this song, It didn't come in an instant

But I didn't want to be bored
I wanted to be adored
Because until now I was abhorred
I wanted to abort
I wanted to end the war
Within myself, I couldn't take it anymore
All I was seeing were pain and gore
And I guess it hurt my core
Because I was always ignored
I played the game, and I never scored
I never got a positive report

I was always blamed at the court
No place was good enough to build a fort
I got the feeling of being distort
I was always that "special" sort
I thought I was high, but I was below the floor
And all that time my heart was getting sore
I was weak and scared, it's all I deplore

My soul was black, my mind was blue
I never found a way to get through
This neverending wall so I could see you
My head was getting screwed
I was thinking about something, I wanted heart to feel same too
Every chance that I got, I blew
It, and I didn't know WHO
I was, until some arguments I threw
And then everybody knew
What I am and what I do

Except for me, I couldn't find out
My past heh...listen about

I look like chicken with cut off head running about
I feel like a man, I act like a boy scout
I'm so sad,I scream, I shout
Nobody is coming to answer to my call-out
Where is everybody? Come out
Keep shouting I say to myself, don't cop out
If you shout long enough, someone will pop out
And the weirdest thing is I'm standing in the middle of crowd

The noises were missing, where is the sound?
Where are all the people that were standing around
Nobody sees me, yet environment is abound
So this is what they call "falling on reality ground"
It didn't feel that way, because of all the tears I almost drowned
If they don't hear me I'll pound

And then I started thinking
Why am I the only one who's sinking?

Is something wrong with me?
I think it was, because my father hit me

That's when it appears, the power to write
To pour my feelings on paper and do it right

It felt alot better, I got rid of sweater
My way is the letter,so happiness...I'll get her

As you can hear, we're very near
The end, but no fear

I never got to tell you, how that story ended
How I was surrounded but everyone pretended
That I wasn't there, it's because I offended

Most of them, with the way I acted
But I didn't figure it out, because I was distracted

Behind my back, family fell apart
And I didn't want to look back, because it would break my heart
Because of my fears, I choose not to be part
Of the real life,I know now, that it wasn't very smart
Because facing the problems, that is an art

And now I know, what it means to exist
Life itself is dry, but environment is grease
Sucess is in my range, and I don't plan to miss
If words won't help, I'll use my fist
And if I can't do that, I'll kiss
Love is big part of life, you should know this

Stop wasting your time on repentances
So to all depressed people combine the first sentences

We cannot change the past
We are not the same people this year as last

We can not change the fact that people act in a certain way
The best thing you can do is live as if this was your last day

We can not change the inevitable
But you must know that good life is not inheritable

The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have
With this you are magician if you consider it a staff

And that
Is our attitude

Attitude, attitude, please don't be rude