Alumni Music - So Far From Home [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[VERSE 1 – E.V.]
On your own, on my own
My mama cryin on the phone
She miss me, I miss me
I’m tryin to be what they expect of me
Workin hard, nah, hardly workin
I’m tryin hard, but I’m hardly perfect
This college stuff is so new to me
Teachers don’t see what they do to me
Pretty girls seein right through me
Why they can't they see? Why can’t I see?
This is a whole new life
I’m lookin to get all of this shit right
Procrastination, stayin up all night
No motivation, no shining light
Staying happy’s a constant fight, but I’m tryin right?
Yeah I’m tryin like
Stayin away from all of my exes
Even if they don’t make the best exit
I’ve got this broken heart, I’m just tryin to protect it
Got this new idea, just tryin to project it
Respect it cause this next shit is gonna be way better than you expected
Yall doubted me, that’s a misdirection
I’m searchin for perfection

[HOOK – E.V.]
I’m so far from home, I ain’t I ain't goin back
I ain't I ain't goin back
Fuck that life, fuck that life
I ain’t I ain't goin back
I ain't I ain't goin back
Fuck that life, fuck that life
I ain't I ain't goin back
I’m so far from home, I ain’t I ain't goin back
I ain't I ain't goin back
I love this life, I love this life
I ain’t I ain't goin back
I ain't I ain't goin back
Fuck yo life, fuck yo life
I ain't I ain't goin back

[VERSE 2 – Scumlord]
I know it’s been a minute
Since I’ve been up in it
And I not swift, baby girl
Why don’t let you let me finish?
Saw you comin then started runnin
Now I’m racin these streets just to get in those sheets, ha
I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it
Unless you wanna see it like you need this
I’m too gone but you’re too right
And it’s too late for me to drive tonight
So let me crash with you and maybe burn too
Yeah you feel me? Like maybe tease me?
(I don’t know)
Just take it off, I’m done with all this talk
Let’s get to action (um), the motion
(I don’t know I…)
And you can let me feel you up
Just a little touch, nothing too much
I mean like you can give me some kisses or something…
Damn

HOOK

[VERSE 3 – Jacob Smith]
Uh
Feelin good on bad days cause I’m just used to it
I’m like “Hey, I’m just great. You’re gonna have to get used to it.”
Playin KYLE for awhile til I’m done getting that A
But itll probably be a B, that’s fine with me, that’s okay
Cause I’m just tryna pass by while still makin my mama proud
Drank too much the other night, never heard my voice so loud
Got moved watchin Kanye on Fallon shoutin out “Bound”
Cause I love it, the music, I lose it when they use it, I knew it
Shoulda known, just let it go, you with us now, just say it loud
“We that fuckin talent show. We that fuckin talent show”
Doin homework, stayin up late with Fallon’s show
She only dates guys with brand new cars – that’s a shallow hoe
Cute girls with glasses in all my classes
Distractin me from the teacher, don’t know if I’ll pass it
I’m just tryna stay me while still bein the baddest
You fuckin wit Alumni and their fuckin jazz hit