[Produced By Anthemic]
[Verse 1: Anthemic]
Since I was born I was scorned,with the curse of a thorn,no escape through the door,childish dreams like I'm poor
If they knew what was for,then they'd see me as thor,but I keep it Loki,cause my minds like a war
Back and forths make me sore,but I crave for some more,cause my dad was a asshole,my mom couldn't adore
So I sit in the castle that my grandparents afford,since I was 15 my appearance was mourned,am I boy with a dream
An underdog without a leash,no restraints around my neck,I disobey when I speak,cause I'm sick of the shit
Sick of the way that they treat,the kids with ambitions,til they crying on they knees,in their room all alone
Writing songs in their phone,and they wanna give up,but they hold on to the rope,never wrapped around their neck
With a slim chance of hope,a little bag of weed,climbing to heights unknown
[Hook: Anthemic]
Dreaming dreaming dreaming dreaming 'til you die,let me shine yea you got a let me shine (4X)
[Verse 2: Anthemic]
Cold weather in my dreams,raining down on me,Im afraid of what I've seen,afraid enough to let it breathe
Can't seem comprehend what it means,random patterns or thought out scenes?cause I've lost myself before in these things
When your mind lacks the knowledge,you try to fill it with weed,and I'm flying so high,and I'm flying so high
And I'm flying so high,I don't even care,I don't even care why,I'm numb to the lies,I tell myself when I try
To hide the feeling from the eyes,they all stare at me,seeing through my disguise
[Outro Speech: Anthemic]
I'm your dark side,the reoccurrence of your demise,I'm the running tears from your eyes
I'm a figment of what's inside,but it's all too real to you,I'm so unbelievably cruel
I'll make you hate yourself 'til your face turns blue,I'm the monster within the man,I'm the letting go of hands
I'm the unforgiving sands,time washes away my all of our damns,I'm the truth you never saw
I'm the lie that made you crawl,I'm the breaking down of walls,I'm the girl who never called
I'm the bully in your hallway,all the hurtful things that they say,I'm your best friends enemy
I'm your parents last memory,I'm the sadness inside,that you try so hard to hide,I'm your fathers forgetful smile
I'm your new born child,I'm the passing of time,I'm the length in your rhyme,I'm your very existence until it fades like the sunshine,I'm the hole in your heart,the lack of purpose from start,I'm the unknowing belief that we aren't exactly who we say are,I'm the falling of leaves,I'm the cold winter breeze,I'm the green on the trees that comes back after death leaves
