[Intro]
Alex, be mine, you're so cute
[Verse 1]
I'm done with these fuckin' thoughts, I mean mentally, not a female
I guess the both of them really, I don't want to get into detail
These hoes are cheaper than retail, getting passed around like a resale
I somehow manage to prevail, when haters fill up my e-mail
I'll never make it globally, let alone even locally
But I hope that you know it's me, when you're hearin' this poetry
When you're hearin' this potency, that I spit uncontrollably
[Verse 2]
I never had much to offer, but my love and affection
My life is a big mistake, but continue to make corrections
Used to communicate every day, but now we lost the connection
There was someone else, it's clear that you made your fuckin' selection
Your friendship was an infection, I lost my sense of direction
I don't deal well with rejection, my psyche needs recollection
When I thought we had something special, it just boosted my confidence
How could I think you liked me? I'm clearly lacking some common sense
Do you know what it's like to feel so damn undesirable?
Feeling unwanted, always haunted, never admirable
The thought of these girls being flaunted, is something I always daunted
Cause it's like I'm being taunted, why seek love, when it's expirable?
I dunno, disregard me, I'm talking about my feels again
This food for thought, is filling, so I got plenty of meals again
What has happened between us? Everything fell apart
Our friendship seems to be ruined, that's what I feared from the start
You wanted us to be close, well, what happened to that part?
Or was this planned from the start? Did you know that you broke my heart?
I just wanna know what happened, and why it happened so suddenly?
Sorry, I got attached, but the feelings came so abundantly
Now it seems like you're done with me, thought that you were the one to be
Never shoulda confessed, and instead proceeded reluctantly
I remember when you had said "Please, just don't fall in love with me."
Fuck, then I guess it's too late, I was stuck in this mess for two days
The more I tuck away feelings, the less that I stress on new days
Feelin' bluer than Blue Jays, stomach knotted like shoe lace
They say drunk words are sober thoughts, fuck these hoes, cause I'm over thots
[Verse 3]
My biggest problem, is I go for the girls outta my league
I never get them to notice me, always fail to intrigue
And I'm sick of all this bullshit, man, I'm just sick of fatigue
But fuck it, I know it's too late, and I know that I can't rewind
And it sucks that you can't be mine, you were nothing less than a dime
Now you never could be a nine, friendzone, trying to cross the line
And what you did was a crime, It's whatever though, I'll be fine
