B Dynasty - No Playground [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1: B Dynasty
Everyday I’m writing lines
That’s how I spend all my time
Letting all the pain, letting all the hurt, letting everything they say roll off me
Right onto this pad till I just can’t take no more crap
And they think that I am just another guy but I think they’re wrong
But I think they’re right
Swinging back and forth like monkey bars
But they’re more like apes
Nah I meant King Kong now they’ll say this is wrong cuz I put my heart in all my songs
But really why should I calm down
I’m not playing around
My mind is not a place to play but everyday my thoughts irritate me
And it’s crazy cuz they make me a different guy
And why and why I don’t know why
But I’m up to here can you hear it in my voice
It’s making me upset
I may be obsessed with my perfections that they drive me to mass mistakes
Now don’t mistake this as a game
Yea I toy with the beat but it’s all natural I don’t need any PED’s but I bet you think
This is all a fake
And that’s ok but I use the booth as a therapy session
I raised my hand so let me tell you something
I’m not ok
I’m quiet irritated
I just can’t find the words to say my emotions change like
Pennies, dimes, quarters I’m breaking borders…my Mental State
It takes a lot to stay in my MENTAL STATE
And with every take I’m chewing off layers like I’m eating steak
I’ll let you in on a secret this secret I’ve been hiding from em
I don’t like that I go schizophrenic when my mind ain’t in it
I lose my focus and the lines get blurred
But maybe you’re thinking I’m an angry person
And you’re probably right
I go passive aggressive, and I hold it in till I can’t hold on
Will you hold on please cuz I still can’t see?
I’m not myself and a snickers won’t help
This ain’t no joke I fight with myself
I’m Batman and I’m Joker and I’m starting to think we need each other
But maybe we don’t need each other
I don’t get me, so you’ll never get me
I’m an enigma mystery and mysteriously
I don’t know why I think that I can relax in my mind
I don’t know who I am
I’m just an empty can labeled as a simple man but really I don’t have an idea of who I really am
And I can’t take it that my mind play with me
Yea my mind is a jungle but my name ain’t Gym