Badministrator - Beautiful Night [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I never meant to hurt you
Intentions full of virtue
Search behind the curtain for the words to break
The certain way you move from place to place without a care
Blissfully unaware that every space you show your face is cratered, scorched and bare
I fucking swear I tried
I'm sick of all the lies
I'm sick of all the guys
I'm sick of waiting, sick of crying
Dying
Life is shattered
I'm a broken lonely asshole
Doesn't matter
Lost the will
My hope is that I'm at my low and can't get sadder
But I got my shovel and the ground is soft
Sounding off and every echo back is something I lack I'm cracking up
Backing off
Packing up and moving out
I got my doubts but I can't live like this
With every kiss a smack right to the mouth
We're so far South we're at the pole
My soul is ribbons cut to pieces, hidden
Shoulda done this years ago but I'm a chicken
Cause you deserve the world right?
You earned it just from living
Except that everything you have in life is something you were given

I'm trying to move on
No more pretending
They say it's darkest before dawn but this eclipse is neverending
Staring unaware it's burning circles in my vision
Make a quick incision
Rip out all the cancer
Miss the part that's hidden
A quick remission grew my skin back but it's turned black
Doesn't hurt I lack the nerves to feel the burn that I deserve
I thought the cure was just to wait for space and time to make us drift apart
But I'm too scarred and so I sync the beat up with my heart and scream
We used to be a team we used to fight because we cared
We used to share our hopes and dream together
Drink and get obscene together
Sit in bed and read together
Take our licks and bleed together
Everything I needed got from you and now it's over through
We're finished go to hell
Why don't you answer when I call?
So many words left on your cell
You gotta hear them all
It's all your fault I hate you please come back I need your touch
I miss you
I love you so fucking much