Bayside - Tortures of the Damned [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I hate myself
More than I ever let on
I'm burned out at 22
I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young
But I chose this cup that I drank from
Knew what I was getting into
But I couldn't let out what I had to keep in
I'm ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins
That I've committed and:

[Chorus]
I've made mistakes
But I'll find my way
There's no explanation for
The things I've failed at before
They can't hold my hand
It just hurts to be a man
Through the tortures of the damned

If I only had an axe
I'd sever the ties I've made with the world
Maybe I can be a stranger
In a strange place
If I start now, maybe I can be saved
If I only had a mask
I'd cover these bleeding eyes
They're bloodshot now but they'll be black by dawn
If I wake up now
I can be pure again

[Chorus]

Look at me now, I'm on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town. [x4]

[Chorus x2]