BD - Go back to before me [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[VERSE 1]
And I look back to the old me
Thinking 'bout what I don't see
So I open my eyes, I open skies
And go back to the old me
Maybe I could get it all night
Don't go back to before me
Lately I've been losing my sight
So all of these people know me
Maybe something I did, or
Maybe something I said, or
Maybe something I didn't do
All of these rumours that you spread
Facebook, messagin' fucking up my head
So I'mma keep on lying while you keeping up instead
Tonight's the night that I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
(One click and I'm gone)
I'm talking blurred I'm seeing red
And the mist I see you
And I know I act I jerk but really I need to be true

[PRE-Chorus]
But tonight I be the illest
And I'll show you all the thrillest
If my baby gotta go
Can I ask you for forgiveness
Oh yeah, I got the fire
But baby can you keep it?
Cuz I dont want to turn around and see my baby leavin'
And I'm fall-llin

[HOOK]
Tonights the night that I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
One click and I'm gone
Tonight's the night that I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
Never calling up my phone

[VERSE 2]
And I look close at the new me
People say that they knew me
Moments are moving by
I hate how they fly through me
Maybe I could get it all right
Don't go back to before me
Lately I've been up all night
Just thinkin' 'bout how it should be
Fuckin' up our fairy tale
I guess it's all my fault
But baby honestly I don't want to see us apart
I find happiness in that bottle when I'm in dark
Arguing in public that's that shit that breaks your heat
Tonight's the night that I'm back
One kiss and I'm back
One kiss and I'm back
You hate the way that I act
I know I blamed it all on you but can I keep it true?
And I hate to feel this way and I'm so sick of feeling blue

[PRE-Chorus]
But tonight I be the illest
And I'll show you all the thrillest
If my baby gotta go
Can I ask you for forgiveness
Oh yeah, I got the fire
But baby can you keep it?
Cuz I dont want to turn around and see my baby leavin'
And I'm fall-llin

[HOOK]
Tonights the night that I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
One click and I'm gone
Tonight's the night that I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
Two shots and I'm gone
Never calling up my phone