Benny James - Let Go [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
Yeah..
Look, I know a lot of shit has change
And I try tellin you in person..
But shit, you want nothin to do with me
Haha
So you know me..
I had to make a song about it, so I can tell you how im feelin right now
Yeah, that's real.. Listen..

[Verse 1]
I know your sick and tired of tryin to tell me how you feel (yeah)
Think I don't listen, but girl I got no watch, so plenty of time to kill
I don't really know where I went wrong
But now that your gone, all I got is these memories and love songs (damn)
The pain is so deep, the nights are so lonely
Four days a week I crawl in bed with an old fling
Just so I dont gotta be alone
Work long days, then I come home
Wishin' you were waitin, instead I'm playin mind games on myself
I don't wanna say it, but I hope your doing fine with somebody else
Damn.. Love is so strong and at the same time so cold
Your love was like meth you made me overdose
All I got left is a picture of you
Girl you better believe I hold it close
Sippin Hennessy, lettin my drunk thoughts explode
Wishin I could change the past its so hard to let go
She won't respond to my call or text
So tonight I'm gonna let alcohol be my friend
I'll try hittin her up next weekend
Maybe then we can meet again
Haha.. Yeah (yeah)

[Hook]
Girl its so hard to let go (let go)
I know I gotta move on (move on)
I just wanna let you know what I had was real
Even though it hurts at times I want you to always know how I feel

[Breakdown]
You know I don't really get it
Its like one minute you were there
Then like the next day your just gone
Outta my life
Shit don't make sense and its drivin me insane
Yano?

[Verse 2]
I know you wish things could change but I'm not a cashier
Sick and tired of playin' games, girl that was last year
Its been two months I still feel the same
Thinkin about you, dreamin about you
You became my crack I'm fiendin about you
And that's real..
Let all my feelings go on every track I kill
I mentally scarred you
My intentions were not to harm you
I pushed it to far, true
I guess I could never let go
I'm in debt with the devil, never sell your soul
My heart feels like winter time in Michigan, shit just froze
I keep lookin at that picture again, let all my emotions go
I never meant to hurt you, that's one thing I gotta let you know
So whether or not your out with another man
I realized why you left believe me girl now I understand
I can't change the past, but I can make the future better
I know I can be a pain in the ass this is my goodbye letter
Yeah (yeah)
I'm sorry (i'm sorry)

[Hook]
Girl its so hard to let go (let go)
I know I gotta move on (move on)
I just wanna let you know what I had was real
Even though it hurts at times I want you to always know how I feel

[Breakdown]
Yeah.. Yano I been at the studio all night
Tryin' to do this music shit
Gettin' so faded to take away the pain..
Man, fuck this!

[Verse 3]
You never really know what you got until its gone
I'll never get it back, but I give you this apology through this song
I'm man enough to say I made mistakes
Stubborn, hard headed, was stuck in my old ways
I never learned how to trust
Cause when you've been burned to many times its like what the fuck
I live and learn
Sippin' alcohol, lettin my cigarette burn
I can't get you outta my head, I'm going crazy
I don't wanna beg, but damn it your suppose to be my lady
Now some other man is gonna do what I did
Its hard to admit but I guess that's the way it fuckin is
So now I'm gonna let the pain burn
Its funny how quick the table can turn
Its to bad I wasn't able to make it work
Now your just a song, another page in my book
Three O' clock in the morning I'm takin a shot of Hennessy
I'll always remember girl, will you remember me
I know its time to let go
I'll see you in the next life maybe then we can grow old
Damn!

[Hook]
Girl its so hard to let go (let go)
I know I gotta move on (move on)
I just wanna let you know what I had was real
Even though it hurts at times I want you to always know how I feel

[Breakdown]
Yano.. I guess this is my goodbye letter
You don't wanna hear from me in person
So fuck it, I had to do a song
I don't get how its so easy for you to wipe me out of your life
Shit!