Bentron Autobot & Jack Diddly - Failure [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Bentron Autobot]
I always tried to be as real as I can
I'm a man, so I try and keep my feet on the land
Right where I stand
I suffer for the sins of my past
I deserve the pain
Bump into my friends on the street
And they turn away
The sun is out, but I'm feelin' like a thundercloud
Stumblin' around, hit the pub and lash a hundred pound
I search for love but love left long ago
I fall asleep in my clothes and keep coughin' smoke
So bring the rain, if it's cold, let it pour down
And let it wash away the pain from the foreground
When I write, it's just the shit that I feel
That's why I spit about my misery and drink 'til I'm ill
And I'll never believe in any god that you worship
But I dream of the heat that was lost from my first kiss
Imagine it as energy swirling in the clouds
When I breathe I still feel a breath burning in my mouth

[Hook x2: Bentron Autobot & Jack Diddly]
No matter what
I'ma fight 'til I'm dead in the ground
I'm fucked up
I can't see myself settlin' down
Drinkin' too much and swearin' like a sailor
I don't try hard
Cause I'm scared to be a failure

[Verse 2: Jack Diddly]
What's the problem here
Everybody's got a bin
Brings out forgotten fears
Horrid sneers
I take a stand
Nah, I sit down, I'm plottin' here
I chat shit within' a thick cloud of dodgy gear
I'm just longing for respect, a wronging
I take a low-blow and try and soften it at best
I've tried to do it right but do the opposite instead
I've tried to knock it on the head but there's a domino-effect
It's like I'm trapped within a coffin
Like I'm dead already
Is this necessary
Feeling secondary
I wish it wasn't and I wish that I could rise above it
But that's the problem
I won't because inside I love it
Kind of sluggish, I'd rather go the scenic route
On a whim becoming, at least I guarantee the truth
You seem confused
But aren't we all after-all
This here's remarkable
It all appears impossible

[Hook x4]