Big Wolf - Alcohol and Cigarettes [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook- Halle B]
I cannot go
I dont want to stay
You make me whole
You make me fray

[Verse One- BigWolf]
Alcohol and cigarettes
Light the tip [?] then release the stress
Relieve me of the pain
Block all my memories from the brain
Hit that point where im flying
I just wanna be alone, slowly dying
As the alcohol warms my body
And the smoke clears my mind
I realize my hopes are empty
And hard to find
Im afraid to fall in love again
Abandonment issues [?] my cranium
So i set them aside and live my life
By myself drinking and smoking
Booze like a bum
If im young and dumb at least im doing it while twenty one
Ive become so numb
Makes me wanna pull the trigger next to my head on the gun
I can't stand the thought of not being with you
Please stay i dont want you to leave if only you knew
How is that i can care so much and everyone else so little
Its making thoughts on humanity so riddle my thoughts
My heads so full of doubts
Can't even look at myself in the mirror
Cause so much of my life has been a failure
But we all go through a certain struggle
Some of us have it worse than i do
Philosophical when i drink this whisky
Contemplating if ill still be like this when im fifty

[Verse Two- LAzY]
Drinking the loud Henney
Need smokes? i got plenty
Take away my pain
Believe me i dont do this to entertain
It may not be cocaine but im serving Mary Jane
Im not much of a smoker
I can rap like hustlers playing poker
I may not be much of a drinker
Maybe because im too much of a thinker
When im done i gotta thank her
For all the paths that shes taken me down
Still wondering why im still in the town
My pills, whats not letting me drown
But im still not wearing the crown
Maybe one day i can be a ruler
But hold on man....
Just one more drink from the cooler
You know

[Hook]

[Verse Three- BigWolf]
If im crazy at least im doing it while its all okay
Until my age goes out of style
As a young buck i gotta learn
At this age if you're playing with fire
You're going to get burned
Dont make en excuse
Or get a bum job
Thats how your dreams fade and you get a heart throb
From the trail you turned away from
If you ride with success your time will come
If you follow your dreams you can say you were never wrong
You learned the hard way
And the stars are memories that stayed
For me its always whisky and cigarettes
Achieving, the better it gets
I should follow my own advice
But i rather give then receive the knife
And i get philosophical when i smoke these [?]
Contemplating if ill be like this tomorrow

[Hook]