[Intro]
[Verse 1: big O]
These very last breaths got me racin, sweat n I’m shakin’, head always chasin’ all my past shit
Bets I’ve been takin’, debts I’ve been payin’, dressed like I’m naked, all my cash spent
Yes I’m mistaken, hear me out baby, please lemme vent, get past this
Stress got me pacin’, testin’ my patience, guess what I’m sayin’ tried my damn best
I was just a kid, tryna live, now it hits n its still hard to believe
Thinkin’ of the hints that I missed, shit, I admit, you was smarter to leave
Slipped in the pits, driftin’ a bit, witch, its, getting’ harder to breathe
Tough when we split, now I spit hits, and fit bits of my heart in my sleeve
Baby I’m okay don’t you worry, know I sound crazy but I’m feelin’ just fine
Know you probably hate me, like a baby when I’m needin’ peace I lay down n spit rhymes
Workin’ on my dreams, finding means to make my ends meet, I been tryna kill time
Thinkin’ just maybe, lets rewind (“your call has been forwarded to”) pick up the damn line!
Now that you’re gone love lost I been singin’ songs all about my heart break
Mind games and numb thoughts got me all alone thinkin’ writin’ in a dark place
I know its all gone and I let it go, but I like to close my eyes shut
And try to grab a hold of the moments that I love, even though I know the times all up
[Hook x2: SOHN]
All this fuss over nothing, reinventing the wheel
All this searching for something, that's not real
[Verse 2: big O]
Lookin’ at the days that I waste, race old age, man I can’t do right
Singin’ up on stage, maybe just a phase, turn the page til’ my hands don’t write
Wanna cut n paste, all the lost days, know I need to shape, a brand new life
Mold it all with clay, til’ the plot breaks, and the stakes reach a brand new height (wow)
There’s nothin I want credit for, I been livin’ off my dads credit card
You can take my love away, and try to buy it all, but there’s nothin’ that I’d ever sell it for
Cuz poetry help me notice me, see, cope n breathe, when my life tough
Only drug I need, not Molly, E or weed, I just hit a verse with a light puff
I’m writing out beliefs and my dreams, leavin’ all these sheets of me, in my notebook
Is it meant to be my destiny? I’d like to know but I’m shook so I don’t look
I know I’ve done wrong but I’m livin’ right and I wanna lean the scales to my side
Make it out this place, wanna feel alive, watch me fly, leave my trails in the sky
They pull me right back down, ask me what you doing boy? Don’t you see all the factors?
What you chasin’ after? I thought you were a lawyer, now you all weird actin’ like a rapper?
Well, you don’t know what I’ve seen, you don’t know me, man this shit make me wanna scream
Already lost one love, now you tellin’ me this too’s just a dream?
[Hook x2: SOHN]
All this fuss over nothing, reinventing the wheel
All this searching for something, that's not real
[Breakdown: big O]
You don’t know what its like at home, cry alone with a microphone
Try to write what’s on, your damn mind, everyday, in ya soul, try to find the right type of song
Right type of beat, light a bong, find myself, find the light, fightin’ right n wrong
Always thinkin’ where I might belong, wish I held on, but that life is all gone
[Bridge/Hook: SOHN]
I died a week ago, there's nothing left
Its caught on video, the very last breath
All this fuss over nothing, reinventing the wheel
All this searching for something, that's not real
All this fuss over nothing, reinventing the wheel
All this searching for something, that's not real
[big O]
I'm talkin' to my Lord and I'm sayin' "please God I apologize
Cuz I know I'm living life kinda blind, I been tryna' make it through all the lies, but I
Know what to do now and I really wanna make it right, wanna feel alive
Live a life of faith, ready to go"
Here I am, took a jump, then I died
