Bivienni - The Loop [Earl Sweatshirt - Chum rmx] [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse: Bivienni]
Yesterday, had the fuckin' world in my hands
Now my palms are frozen, you had fell in love another man
The others ain't enough. My thoughts are looped with what I cannot fuckin' stand
Startin' to pant, I see you dance. God, you're fabulous
The irony of being filled with emptiness
Just echos so erratically my fuckin' sad defeat
Thought process, thought vomit, purgin' my plead
No stoppin' 'till my coffin, you're all that I breathe
Keep fightin' Iron titan, a love that struck like lightning
Everything was perfect with imperfect timing
Puttin' all my wrong into my writings and one day
I hope your heart will come out from its hiding
But what's the use? I'll cut the noose that is you
The tie that's binding's got me grinding my teeth to a curb
"I love you" three words so suburb, got me disturbed
Tryna figure out my self worth, but what the fuck do I deserve?
So in the meanwhile, I'll get drunk, turn, n' puff some purp
Stay up late, cleanin' off the vomit from my shirt
Reverberating verbs, actions speakin' louder than words
I'll dig a shallow grave and bury my knees deep in the dirt
No peace time, hope a car will hit me in a swerve
But inside, I knew that you and I would never work...
How pathetic that I thought I was indebted
Wrote you a love note, burnt it as I read it
Finally fuckin' over you, there bitch, I said it
Lost my innocence to you but really wish I kept it
Let you walk all over me but now I've grown aggressive
The past two fuckin' weeks I nearly got myself arrested
Agh, god damn it all, I'm pissed off
Runnin' from the cops fallin' criss cross
Don't you underestimate me hearin' shit talk
Low blow's why I'm goin' with a limp walk
Lead me on when you had a boyfriend, n' you said
"I'd love to spend my days end," planning to wed
But nawh fuck it instead, I'm nocturnally burning out
Dying in bed...
I grit my teeth on acid sheets and watch my past repeat
Guess it's better that forever's a promise neither of us could keep
But fuck it, I don't need sleep
You always end up waking me from a fever dream
May 6th just makes me sick, don't wanna think about it
All that I breathed but, now I live without it
Too many mixed emotions and my heart is feelin' crowded
Really wish we'd fix it but, you would not allowed it...
Fuck it